Life sucks

Oct 30, 2005 18:44

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On top of my usual depression my uncle died last night.
it's fucking Wilma's fault!!
He fell off the nighbors roof trying to help fix the damages. there was bleedin in his brain and died after the doctors said there was nothing they could do.
he left behind his mother my aunt and 5 kids.

i always feel sad but I put up a front. I laugh and act happy but today I took a Knife put it to my wrist and prayed for the courage to press down.I couldn't do it so instead I took too much insulin and had a siezure. my mom shoved juice and soda down my throat. I told her it was just me taking insulin and not eating all day.

Life blows cock and well as long as I act happy and people think I am happy maybe I can be happy?
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