i looked t you and i fell in love. . .
hey. . . man i have been kinda depressed/confused/blah latley and its all because of those dumb ass boi i mean what. . .but yah i think i might like meyer again and yah i bet you hhes reading this like right now so yah haha well there goes that and i mean he so nice and funnie and like so perfect. . i have no clue what to do. i have only felt this way once before and yah that was with mark and hes was my boyfriend for 2 years and we prolly would still be toghether if his dad didnt get stationed in PA and yah that really sucked that was one of the worst days of my life right there but back to my main point haha but yah i feel the same way i felt aroung mark but now i feel it around meyer and yah its really awkward because i liked him before and then yah that was a disaster like no other i mean seriously that was so horible. . and yah what else is there to talk about o but yah i think someone :winkwink: likes tyler and has a boyfriend :winkwink: i mean what haha you know who you are and nobody else does so its all good haha and yeah i feel really bad about everything i mean i wish i could just start over with a new slate and begin my life again. . well not all of it. like jessica shes the best friend i have had in forever and i mean shes so awesome and i have no clue what i would do without her and yah i wish i could start things over from the begging with meyer i bet he still wouldnt like me but i wish i had started it diffrent then i did. . . . but idk anymore i think i am going to go take a shower or something. . .