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[boysinperil]

I'm having one of those days where I picture how much easier and happier my life would be if I were single/alone. No one making shitty faces about everything, no one arguing about what work needs done, or how much time I'm spending working, or how the cats are destroying everything, or how I want to paint a room. No worrying about hurting someone's really delicate goddamned feelings if I just go ahead and do the work that needs to be done myself. If I want to go out and hang with like-minded fandom people, or go hear a lecture at a pub, I can just go. If I want to spend an hour or three at a coffee shop, writing, I can just do it without "why were you gone so long?".

Thank god the sun is shining, it makes it easier to keep this I'm-not-gonna-fight-with-you smile plastered on. Also, the kittens are adorable and that helps.