hi.. shhhh
hi every1.. im not suposed to b online but i am... iv realized that at skool it really doesnt seem like i have any problems and i seem so happy... but then when i get home all this crap starts all over again and here i am, upset and hatin everything.. i dont kno y but i feel so much better at skool.. i think its cuz of my friends.. when i first started this LJ i said i wasnt going to put personal stuff on here cuz every1 can read it but now i just dont care... if any of yall could see me at home u would kno wat im talkin bout.. the only person that really knos is jessica g.. i luhv u and im so happy uv always been there for me... but so many of the ppl that i hang out with dont kno the real me... well they do but not what im thinkin.. how i feel and stuff... at skool i act like everything is all good and i just have some small problems.. every time i am home all my problems just come bak to me and i dont have all my friends there ... then i have other problems that follow me everywhere... at my house and at skool... i dont act like it bugs me much but it does!!! only a few ppl kno what im talkin about.. there are only 2 ppl that kno just how 2 make me happy.. u kno who u r... some1 get me a ring... i just threw my ring out of my front door and into some bushes, it was 4 a good reason tho.. but now my hand feels weird cuz im so used to wearin it.. well i guess ill go... please comment if u care bout me... even tho i kno it wont b many ppl, but o well.. t2ul.. bye