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I feel so sick. I am *kinda* back with Casey. I didn't see him yesterday, he was really sick and, well I wont get into details but I just feel sick to my stomach.
Like why am I with this man, does he want me, or does he want to *do* me and say that we are back together and that he misses me and cant live without.. it just doesnt make sense and I dont want to keep bothering him about it.
It just doesn't feel right and I am not about ready to get my heartbroken by a guy more than once. : (
I love him with all of my heart, and he is the ONLY one I can talk to and tell everything to but will he stop lying to me?
Like why am I with this man, does he want me, or does he want to *do* me and say that we are back together and that he misses me and cant live without.. it just doesnt make sense and I dont want to keep bothering him about it.
It just doesn't feel right and I am not about ready to get my heartbroken by a guy more than once. : (
I love him with all of my heart, and he is the ONLY one I can talk to and tell everything to but will he stop lying to me?