winter break
i don't go to sleep until 6 in the morning, and i sleep until 4:30 PM. i don't do anything all day. mostly, i watch television and surf the internet. sometimes i will hang out, but mostly i just watch tv.
i wanted to take a break from doing stuff, because for the last 4 months i have been doing too much, but not doing anything is draining me in a different way. when all you do is work, whether it be on personal projects/school related projects, it's draining physically and creatively; but i don't mind being alone. not doing anything is the opposite.
i don't know what i don't know anymore. i don't know what i want with anything. school/life/my future.
plus, way too much to explain with my friends and the drama. i think working all the time and being alone is the best bet.
this is exactly what a journal if for but i feel like a moron.
i wanted to take a break from doing stuff, because for the last 4 months i have been doing too much, but not doing anything is draining me in a different way. when all you do is work, whether it be on personal projects/school related projects, it's draining physically and creatively; but i don't mind being alone. not doing anything is the opposite.
i don't know what i don't know anymore. i don't know what i want with anything. school/life/my future.
plus, way too much to explain with my friends and the drama. i think working all the time and being alone is the best bet.
this is exactly what a journal if for but i feel like a moron.