are you afraid of being alone ..cause i am... im lost.. without you..

Jul 14, 2004 04:05

duuude. i just had a fun fun conversation with senor JoshGuy!!!! heres a lil teaser for you and yours. ....mothersuckers!!

JoshGirl002 : oh... my... i was reading your thingy in your profile... and i found whats going to be in my stocking
JoshGirl002 : sticking out the top: a feather (use your imaginations)
JoshGirl002 : somewhere in the middle: ohh whipped cream!
JoshGirl002 : resting in the heel: kinky underwear
Busy Wants One : AHHH! dude! thats hott!
Busy Wants One : hahahahah
JoshGirl002 : shoved into the toe: straps for the bed
Busy Wants One : :-D heeeee! i love it!
JoshGirl002 : ...my parents fill my stocking... :-\
Busy Wants One : .........i. am. SO. sorry to hear that

...... AND ANOTHER! ......
JoshGirl002 : haha i want to have sex on crystal :-P
JoshGirl002 : get HIV
JoshGirl002 : and die
Busy Wants One : horrah!
JoshGirl002 : weeeeeeeeeeeee
Busy Wants One : sounds like a swell time! IM IN!
JoshGirl002 : with my luck i wont get HIV and die...
JoshGirl002 : and all will be ruined
Busy Wants One : well you know what! its worth the shot! never say never right! right.
JoshGirl002 : thats right!
JoshGirl002 : btw, got any fresh needles?
Busy Wants One : shit. no man im all out. i think there might be one from last week under my bed. just run it under hot water..that should clean it off a bit

ahh! OHMAHCOCK i looooove it! haha butt plug! ew! sickos! haha man oh man. im so hyper. yet so tired. im about to head to bed.

.!. a lil update.. as of this point. ill admit. my hopes arent as low as they could be. i talked to him again the other night.. things went well. it was wonderful. im just beggining to worry ..that maybe this is all starting to seem a bit TOO familiar. like maybe theres a possibility hes going to turn out to be just. like. him yea.. that good ol mister him wow. i could not go through that again, things wouldnt be that bad this time around. things arent in too deep just yet. ..but as for ME.. well yea. i most certainly am. .in. .too. .deep. ..and its gay. im starting to want out.. but maybe not just yet. ill have some patients. i dont wana get allllll 'heavy' on him. nothing like that.. he just makes me feel better, and happier. and ive said it once. ill say it as many times as i would ever have to. ...but i would give it all up if he asked. id quit all of this shit. i want to, i really do. but at this point, what i want when it comes to these things doesnt matter enough to me, its not enough ..'incentive'.. to stop. but for him... i would. and in an instant. i just need a good fella much like himself, right about now. its that i want. and what i NEED more than anything ..and im sure having me around wouldnt do him much harm either. couldnt it be worth a shot? ..couldnt I be worth a shot?!?! ..i wont hurt YOU. i wouldnt. and couldnt. i guarenFUCKINtee you that i would do my damnedest to make him happy. hes doing good at making me happy ..and i dont even think hes trying much.!.

'be my incentive. be the reason i am happier these days'

''damnityouI.LIKE.YOUokay.!.!.and.im.sorry.forwhatcouldhavebeen.''
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