Aug 30, 2006 10:43
I had the strangest dream last night, it being almost like I was awake, but swept away by an invisible force, some kind of wind. It was a drag like a deep current, and I thought maybe I was drowning in air. Odd, because I really like flying, not so odd because with all the bugs in my flying contraptions always have, it'd be no surprise to find myself tumbling down the skyline. But it wasn't warm like the air I feel whipping through me on any given day. It had a cold feeling, distant, like I was being pulled in a direction I didn't want to go.
Waking up I didn't think about it much, not until the moogle mail made an alert about a certain letter. I was still kind of asleep when I noticed it, but it seemed more like a weird thing than a dangerous thing...but I guess we'll see. You can't fight something that doesn't exist...yet, anyways. I didn't get a bad or good feeling....but this lack of any feeling at all was just as peculiar.
Many people seem to be moving toward the same direction. I even remember some of them. Heading that way seems inevitable, and maybe, if we can all speak, things will get cleared up more quickly! It's a really long trip and the wind doesn't seem to be turning the right way...slow going I guess. All the more reason to start right away, though!
We need to figure out that other message too...awakening? Utter hate? Doesn't sound very fun...just another mystery.
Well, at least one thing's for sure, we'll work better together. I think so anyway.
I guess the first place to start is figuring out how I'll be getting where everyone else is headed....well, two areas....but I can't be two people...so...hm. I need a direction...other than my own I mean. Hm. Heads or tails. I need a four sided coin I realize. It'd be kind of....I think the word is 'stupid' to leave with no protection lifted here. But there seems to be a very small margin of choice about it.
Maybe Sanzensekai will give me a hint.
If not, I'll just start flying and see where I end up. Anywhere is a step forward (well unless the stupid machine breaks again....) Gotta make sure it's really fixed this time....