In which I make of myself while I've been drinking and writing down my thoughts on 6x20
So first of all, my apologies. LIke, a lot. I may or may not be slighlty tuipsy. See? My spellings all ready going. (but have no fear. I nwill edit this in the morning) Hello, now that I'm only slightly hungover I feel as though I can do this properly now. So I'm going to just... make fun of myself while making sense of some things I wrote lol.
BUT OH MY GOD. THIS EPISODE.
i STARTED OUT with a mostly full bottle of pepsi and vodka. I'm out of both. Sad, no? What's REALLY sad is that I'm still getting used to this keyboard, and pressing the Billy Maes Button.
But I really like how it's Cas telling the story, because now we're getting a whole new side to the story and it's great. And DEAN. I'm going to eleaborate a bit. Because for so long we've had only the Winchester's side of things, with an occasional glimpse into what their enemies are doing. But we're getting the whole story.
OH MY GO. I AM FULL OF HEARTBREAK., DEAN'S FACE. It's so horrible, becausje you can see how hard he;s trying to believe that Cas is good, and then you see how horrible Cas feels...
THEY'RE BOYFRANS. I don't understand. Did I think I was being clever? I have spellcheck on the web browser. Was it really that hard to right click on the red squiggly line and fix the words? But yeah, the amount of trust that Dean has in Cas is extraordinary. And Castiel accepted this, and you can see how horrible he feels. Because he used to be a creature who had no real extreme emotions. But now he has all these human emotions while he's an angel. Oh, I also liked how he told that angels that "Freedom is a length of rope. God wants you to hang yourself with it." Because it's true, the poor angel baby.
And then, there's kind of subtle Good Omens references. Cas and Crowley have amn "Arrangment" and Hell is like an office with all the lines LOLOLOL
And I'm annoyed at the boyd. because Dean did the same thing in a sense. He made a deal to save Sam, and Cas made a deal to save his friends and boyfriend. I am actually really pleased that I got this in, lol. Because Crowley was like a HUGE reference (I mean, c'mon), and now, Hell is lines lines lines and no one likes waiting in lines. And Crowley tempts Castiel into the deal (using his pride.) Maybe I'm reading too much into though, aha.
Dean and Cas were almost in tears. My boys, I love you. Please gfet along, don't fight. Why am I calling them "my boys"?
And then, Crowley kind of ruined it for himself by calling Castiel the new God. Because Castiel obviously does not want to be God. He wants his Father back.
AND CROWLEY IS KIND OF SCARED OF CASTIEL. Which is kind of cool? I think it's cool. It;s wicked cool. Obviously, the word cool is essential to this statement.
Andf I wish that Dean would actually listen to Cas. Because he wants to explain it to someone. And I feel bad, because now the only person left that Cas has to talk it is God, who probably isn't even listening.
AND THAT PREVIEW. OH MY GOD. I THINK I KNOW WHO DIES. BUT IT;'S JUST AS HORRIFYING AS ONE OF THE BOYS AND BOBBY AND LISA AND BEN DYING.
SOIOOOOOOB.
I SHOULDN;T OF BEEN DRINKINLG. I WAM WAY TO EMOTIONAL RIGHT NOW.
Alright, that's it or me, then. Didn't fix as much as I thought I'd have to, I remember a lot more mistakes and really not making sense. Oh shit, that was me actually talking. LOL. Wow, I fail. Anyway, I don't want to wait two weeks. But I also don't want it to come because that means it's over.
BUT OH MY GOD. THIS EPISODE.
i STARTED OUT with a mostly full bottle of pepsi and vodka. I'm out of both. Sad, no? What's REALLY sad is that I'm still getting used to this keyboard, and pressing the Billy Maes Button.
But I really like how it's Cas telling the story, because now we're getting a whole new side to the story and it's great. And DEAN. I'm going to eleaborate a bit. Because for so long we've had only the Winchester's side of things, with an occasional glimpse into what their enemies are doing. But we're getting the whole story.
OH MY GO. I AM FULL OF HEARTBREAK., DEAN'S FACE. It's so horrible, becausje you can see how hard he;s trying to believe that Cas is good, and then you see how horrible Cas feels...
THEY'RE BOYFRANS. I don't understand. Did I think I was being clever? I have spellcheck on the web browser. Was it really that hard to right click on the red squiggly line and fix the words? But yeah, the amount of trust that Dean has in Cas is extraordinary. And Castiel accepted this, and you can see how horrible he feels. Because he used to be a creature who had no real extreme emotions. But now he has all these human emotions while he's an angel. Oh, I also liked how he told that angels that "Freedom is a length of rope. God wants you to hang yourself with it." Because it's true, the poor angel baby.
And then, there's kind of subtle Good Omens references. Cas and Crowley have amn "Arrangment" and Hell is like an office with all the lines LOLOLOL
And I'm annoyed at the boyd. because Dean did the same thing in a sense. He made a deal to save Sam, and Cas made a deal to save his friends and boyfriend. I am actually really pleased that I got this in, lol. Because Crowley was like a HUGE reference (I mean, c'mon), and now, Hell is lines lines lines and no one likes waiting in lines. And Crowley tempts Castiel into the deal (using his pride.) Maybe I'm reading too much into though, aha.
Dean and Cas were almost in tears. My boys, I love you. Please gfet along, don't fight. Why am I calling them "my boys"?
And then, Crowley kind of ruined it for himself by calling Castiel the new God. Because Castiel obviously does not want to be God. He wants his Father back.
AND CROWLEY IS KIND OF SCARED OF CASTIEL. Which is kind of cool? I think it's cool. It;s wicked cool. Obviously, the word cool is essential to this statement.
Andf I wish that Dean would actually listen to Cas. Because he wants to explain it to someone. And I feel bad, because now the only person left that Cas has to talk it is God, who probably isn't even listening.
AND THAT PREVIEW. OH MY GOD. I THINK I KNOW WHO DIES. BUT IT;'S JUST AS HORRIFYING AS ONE OF THE BOYS AND BOBBY AND LISA AND BEN DYING.
SOIOOOOOOB.
I SHOULDN;T OF BEEN DRINKINLG. I WAM WAY TO EMOTIONAL RIGHT NOW.
Alright, that's it or me, then. Didn't fix as much as I thought I'd have to, I remember a lot more mistakes and really not making sense. Oh shit, that was me actually talking. LOL. Wow, I fail. Anyway, I don't want to wait two weeks. But I also don't want it to come because that means it's over.