yet another joyous day
Thank the goddess that I work with a nice woman, she saw me walking and gave me a ride to the bank AND home. But hopefully we'll be getting the fuck out of this stupid city and stupid state within 6 months. Argh!!! Why is my back hurting like I have my fucking period or something? I hate this, it isn't supposed to happen like this. It's supposed to be all done and over with by now. No more waiting!!! My kidneys could fail before I even have a fighting chance to have my surgeries. Damn! I wish this was all over with, so I can go on living and try to be happy, and be a happier/better person for my wife, so she doesn't have to hear me bitch about surgery anymore, and I can just be.
Albeit, it's stressful waiting to be able to have surgery, yes. But it's far more stressful knowing you're in a race with time, but you don't know how much time you have, nor when you can get the money saved up to at least have top & the hysto. I must have the top so I don't kill myself, and the hysto so my ovaries don't kill me. Make sense? Good.
Albeit, it's stressful waiting to be able to have surgery, yes. But it's far more stressful knowing you're in a race with time, but you don't know how much time you have, nor when you can get the money saved up to at least have top & the hysto. I must have the top so I don't kill myself, and the hysto so my ovaries don't kill me. Make sense? Good.