Seething VIOLENCE

[boynamedhate]

You are the reason for my pain
I try so hard, but you wear my achievements like a stain
I don't know what to do
I know what you want me to be, but made by who
This torment you throw me through will be the death of me
So many times, my hopes fallen, you shattered my dream
Can't take this anymore, you break me down no matter what
I'm fucking done with it, I can't take another cut
Destroy my character, burn down the village that is my aspiration
You think you can break me any further than I can bend
Well lets do it, my hand to you I will lend
You are the reason I cry at night
You are the reason depression is the hardest fight
You are the reason I'm so fucked up
I tried to make myself better, but you always break me
How can someone I love so much destroy me
All I want to be is your son, and for you to be dad
No matter what comes between us, I stupidly accept you
Nothing more I can say, nothing more I can do
I want to be what you need me to be
But these expectations I cannot achieve
All I can do is be here, waiting on you to accept me