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[boynamederock]

shit.

i feel like shit.

tired. bored. drained.
stressed. overwhelmed.
i may be making it more
than it actually is.

i dont care.

i feel like no one understands
or cares, under appreciated
and jaded. maybe i should go
to bed. i can nothing productive.

i want to leave my apt but i dont
want to go out and see everyone
happy and enjoying this bullshit
day. i feel so antisocial, that i am
devising un realistic plans of being
invisible so no one can see me.
or just using ninja like transportation
and communication.

i dont feel well.

and its fucking stupid.

at times i wish i could be like everyone
else and not give a shit.