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i'm trying.
i'm trying to, drink away the part of the day that i can not sleep away-hey!
truer words were not spoken or were just spoken.
lately it seems as though i have been living the words of mr brock.
...except for today. i did sleep a hell of a lot tho. no drink other
than water today. im not craving or in need of alcohol. and i dont
plan or want to be under its influence of a lighter head. not all the time.
my heart longs for her.
my eyes swell up and burst when i know i cant hold her right now.
my dreams haunt me and i am not at peace even when resting.
i know there are better days ahead.
my dreams may fail me but i know i can make my reality better.
its all a state of mind, right?
it may be cold and miserable but if i am content and try to make the most of it,
i will be fine.
there are people out there feeling worse than i am.
and not just feeling emo.
real problems.
i need to cue up and keep my chin up.
i'm trying to, drink away the part of the day that i can not sleep away-hey!
truer words were not spoken or were just spoken.
lately it seems as though i have been living the words of mr brock.
...except for today. i did sleep a hell of a lot tho. no drink other
than water today. im not craving or in need of alcohol. and i dont
plan or want to be under its influence of a lighter head. not all the time.
my heart longs for her.
my eyes swell up and burst when i know i cant hold her right now.
my dreams haunt me and i am not at peace even when resting.
i know there are better days ahead.
my dreams may fail me but i know i can make my reality better.
its all a state of mind, right?
it may be cold and miserable but if i am content and try to make the most of it,
i will be fine.
there are people out there feeling worse than i am.
and not just feeling emo.
real problems.
i need to cue up and keep my chin up.