Aug 15, 2006 23:17
Yeah so i havent used this thing in like a really long time but now i've realized i should use it more often its pretty useful actually! Ok so to update everyone i have a boyfriend now his name is jeff and he is the most amazing person i have ever met before and i truly do love him so much he is the best thing htat has ever happened to me! he is about 5'10 is gonna b a football playa blonde hair blue eyes great smile the lead in our plays and he has an amazing voice and a saab and he's 17 i turned 16 about a month ago it was awesome and i had a huge party 4 it a bunch of my friends got together and huing out listened to music played games and shit it was awesome and instead of gifts i asked every1 2 make donations to the jdrf (juvenile diabetes research fund) and the RSD fund b/c Jeff my amazing b/f has type 1 diabetes and he has the pump and everything and my cousin lias who is amazing has RSD. Well after my party me and jeff and my parents and lil sis went 2 NYC for a walk 4 RSD and it was 5 miles i ended up twisting my ankle and not being able 2 walk on it 4 almost a week and then on the 9th my world came crashing down... Jeff left 4 London and amsterdam and ofcourse the next morning i look @ the news and there r all these stories about how terrorist from london r tring 2 fly into JFK and blow things up and jeff just went over 2 london from JFK so ofcourse i get fucking freaked the fuck out and idk anything i cant get any phone calls or text messages b/c he is in london and the prices of overseas calls are way 2 expensive tho i wish i could get just one call saying hi babe i love u and i miss u so much bye like htats all i need so i know he is safe and everything! he is ognna be gone 4 11 days so this sunday he gets back but htis has been the longest 11 days of my life and the most time we have ever gone with out seeing each other or talking 2 each other @ all since we started goin out almost 5 months ago our anniversary is gonna b next friday im so excited and i cant wait till this sunday wen he comes home b/c i miss him so much but once he gets back there r only 9 days till skool starts so that means im goin into over load mode its gonna suck major ass! clubs then school then gym/dance/music/play then football games to watch jeff and homework and getting ready 4 the SATs which im so freaked out over im totally gonna do horrible and fucking jeff got a 2090 on his lucky bitch! he is so spoiled and i love it! he is gonna b so busy w/ skool and football and hanging out w/ his stoner friends i hate them so much ahhh they all hate me and think that im like a huge threat to them tho im not the one who told him not 2 hang w/ them he decided that on his own but ofcourse me the g/f gets blamed 4 it it sucks ass and my friends try so hard to fucking include him in our circle of friends and like make him feel welcome and he gets along great with all my friends they all love him to death but his friends wont even make an effort to get 2 know me b/c they all hate me and shit its fucked up! i mean once they all go 2 college they wont want anything to do w/ jeff i mean they will all go seperate ways and make new better friends u dont really stick w/ ur highschool friends after high school normally its ur college friends that stick with u for life! but i hope me and jeff can make it through this year and hopeful for a long time b/c i truly do love this guy 2 death he is my best friends my boyfriend and my everything i love him so much and i cant wait till he comes home this is the real deal head over heels over the moon in love! so so far since rere has left i've gone 2 the beach w/ bri (boring) went to c step up w/ colleen ally and bri (it was fucking awesome) went to c taladega nights w/ ally mrs. schiede and my mom then went to nishikis for dinner it was awesome steak and shrimp the guy was so funny while he was cooking he would like throw food at us and he had a little cup that looked like a man and it peed on us and it was just and amazingly fun night i went to fiore's in saybrook w/ ally and then walked 2 mini golf (its a far walk) and we got hit on by creepy latinos (ewww) and we called random people and left them messages or just started to talk 2 them and shit then later that night i drove 2 pick up bri and she slept over and seany came over to hang out and it was pretty boring but we were all just hanging out talking and shit and sean kept like making me sit on his lap and i found out he was really ticklish and it was funny then i heped my mom out in the class room and played w/ jillian and luke and matthew (mrs. reynolds' kids) they r so cute luke and matt r twins and they r the cutest things ever then i slept over allys where she invited over her friend bryan and his friend will who hitt on me so badly it was gross he was a latino and he fucking wouldnt take no for an answer he kept l;ike grabbing my ass and shit ti was so weird and i told him i had a b/f i loved so much like at least 40 times and he jsut kept flirting and saying shit like damn girl ur ass is like mt everst and shit like o u hav a tight ass its so nice and shit it was so fucking gross and i felt so uncomfotable with him touching me and stuff it was so creepy but he did hav an amazing car omfg it was hott and totally worth $40,000 then all day 2day me and ally took sexy pics of each other omfg they r so hott but my boobs look fucking huge in al of them its fucking annoying! and 2morrow i have 2 babysit natalie and audra till like 5 hten idk what im doing and friday is the hamburg fair and saturday is mikes party (dinner and a movie) then sunday jeff comes home(YAYA) but nikki wants me 2 go 2 the fair w/her then go sleep over @ her house but idk if i could go an extra day w/o seeing my rere but i might u never know but w/e! then on the 21st rere has his 1st football practice and the 22nd im gettin my hair cut and dyed then goin 2 allys slamin party and later that week goin 2 the chester fair w/ rere & the schiede family its gonna b awesome i love them they r like a 2nd family i've been w/ thjem since like 2nd grade its awesome