so here's a dilemma I have
My mom's bf might pay for me to go back to Omaha with my mom, him, and my brother. If I go and make arrangements to stay with a friend, they wouldn't have to pay for me to stay in the hotel and such. So if I can stay with a friend, my mom suggested I pay my own way, since I don't need the money I have saved to move out cause my mom is paying for that. But I don't even really know if she wants me to pay her back eventually for that or not. Plus, I'd like to have saved money still, just in case of something, especially not having a job right now. But also, I don't even know if I CAN stay with said friend, let alone if it would be worth it, cause it's only for 5 days, she has a life, AND my grandma is in really bad condition, so I would want to see her too. Oh, and, I have no idea about a job that I might get in November, so what if I'm gone and they want me to start. And I REALLY need a job. I have to move out. I'm really wondering if going at all is worth it, even though I would absolutely love to go and see people.....should I really pay like ALL my saved money for five days. When I won't see anyone probably all day cause people work and have lives.....
This sucks. Right now ssssucks.
This sucks. Right now ssssucks.