bliss
The sun and its warmth have returned. Amazing party last night, great date with Stephanie earlier tonight. We got dressed all fancy and went to Southern Charm. I've been dating a lot recently but being celibate. No kissing or nothing, just spending quality time with beautiful women. It seems to be working pretty well for my emotional health. I've had plenty of experience with taking my clothes off for people I barely knew and its so refreshing to just really get to know people without that pressure. Its actually pretty difficult because I can feel my hedonism battling with me. Well, so far, so good. I'm super joyful and I hope this feeling sticks around for a bit.