(no subject)
i have washed myself of all my demons
and though the darkness no longer breeds
within me, it has taken root outside and
all around me. it seems to me that no
matter where i go, or what i do, i always
bring pain and anger to those around me.
like a storm of destruction that i am
the eye of.
all i truly want is there to exist no
"sides", nor anger, nor sadness, but it
is all i seem to ever bring.
...the only thing that is keeping me in
this world right now is my swift-fading
state of being a hopeless romantic...
but it will not be long, i fear, before
that will leave me and all hope of this
story ever reaching the third act will
vanish with an early curtain call and an
open stomach.
i just hope that when that happens i will
have enough strength to make the second
cut vertically, towards my aorta.
and though the darkness no longer breeds
within me, it has taken root outside and
all around me. it seems to me that no
matter where i go, or what i do, i always
bring pain and anger to those around me.
like a storm of destruction that i am
the eye of.
all i truly want is there to exist no
"sides", nor anger, nor sadness, but it
is all i seem to ever bring.
...the only thing that is keeping me in
this world right now is my swift-fading
state of being a hopeless romantic...
but it will not be long, i fear, before
that will leave me and all hope of this
story ever reaching the third act will
vanish with an early curtain call and an
open stomach.
i just hope that when that happens i will
have enough strength to make the second
cut vertically, towards my aorta.