...yeah...

[boyinblue]

so i find myself back to my folks place for the
next few days.this weekend will bring another
trip to petoskey and another open mic at R&T.
i am thinking about returning to my folks place
for a while after that.i don't know where i am
going or what i want to get out of it all.life
just doesn't seem to have any real purpose.we
do the things we do and then what?is there any
reason to do anything?what does all of this
hassle and effort add up to?does it add up at
all?

i guess the main question is, what is the point?

sure, there are fun moments and times that we
wish will go on forever, but it's kinda like a
videogame...once you beat it what else is there
left to do.you spend so much time and effort
on it and when it's over the effort all seems
wasted.

i suppose that i will gather my notes and
finish the projects i have started, then see
what happens...if there is rhyme or reason
to any of it.

how brightly will i burn-out...