alls looking up
well for first time i slept okay didnt wake up after only 2 hours and decided not worth fighting over
a single person i went ahead took down all the old photos and posters of me and tracey and im gonna
give her all the thing remind me of her that way its easier to forget about her ill keep her as a
random friend that i migth say hi to from time to time but i dont see us ever being good friends
just cause of our history and because of a few unawnsered questions i went out job hunting today
found a place looking for a guy can work full time at 11.50 an hour and a 3 month annual raise of .25
not to bad for now i also decided not to cut off all my friends cause its not there fault, its mine
and traceys we each did some things we could have done better so ill just leave it at that i know
of only 3 ppl i can trust at the moment and those will be my new friends the rest might be you know who
so im gonna just avoid the rest and save me and him or her some pain also went ahead talked to my uncle
about military options again although i promised my dad i wouldnt during all the current conflicts
the only reason i did was cause i planned on liveing with tracey now that thats not an option and family
is no longer a dream of mine i might as well do something useful and spare some kid the pain of being
drawn into the war, besides we all know i have no problem dieing :p so those crazy koreans or who ever
better watch out for my happy ass cause im coming and im bringing a gun lol. well other than that i guess
just waiting might go to stevens house plan on where we'll be buying this new house/apartment then again
i might go to texas just to be close to good ppl not these backstabbing moronic hillbillys out here
i dont like it here and the only reason i wanted to stay has now disappeared so i will move out just
a matter of where might go to tennesee i liked it up there when i went with tracey minus the cold
so ill just buy some blankets and jackets and live in the mountains. plus ppl are really nice out there
anywasy im rambling as usual so see ya.
a single person i went ahead took down all the old photos and posters of me and tracey and im gonna
give her all the thing remind me of her that way its easier to forget about her ill keep her as a
random friend that i migth say hi to from time to time but i dont see us ever being good friends
just cause of our history and because of a few unawnsered questions i went out job hunting today
found a place looking for a guy can work full time at 11.50 an hour and a 3 month annual raise of .25
not to bad for now i also decided not to cut off all my friends cause its not there fault, its mine
and traceys we each did some things we could have done better so ill just leave it at that i know
of only 3 ppl i can trust at the moment and those will be my new friends the rest might be you know who
so im gonna just avoid the rest and save me and him or her some pain also went ahead talked to my uncle
about military options again although i promised my dad i wouldnt during all the current conflicts
the only reason i did was cause i planned on liveing with tracey now that thats not an option and family
is no longer a dream of mine i might as well do something useful and spare some kid the pain of being
drawn into the war, besides we all know i have no problem dieing :p so those crazy koreans or who ever
better watch out for my happy ass cause im coming and im bringing a gun lol. well other than that i guess
just waiting might go to stevens house plan on where we'll be buying this new house/apartment then again
i might go to texas just to be close to good ppl not these backstabbing moronic hillbillys out here
i dont like it here and the only reason i wanted to stay has now disappeared so i will move out just
a matter of where might go to tennesee i liked it up there when i went with tracey minus the cold
so ill just buy some blankets and jackets and live in the mountains. plus ppl are really nice out there
anywasy im rambling as usual so see ya.