not for the faint-hearted, but
this post, "Everyone I Know is Brokenhearted" articulates a lot of what i feel.
wrapping my head around this part:
Like minds need to pull together and pool our resources and rage against the dying of the light. And I do think rage is a component that’s necessary here: a final fundamental fed-up-ness with the bulls*** and an unwillingness to give any more ground to the things that are doing us in. To stop being reasonable. To stop being well-behaved. Not to hate those who are hurting us with their greed and psychopathic self-interest, but to simply stop letting them do it. The best way to defeat an enemy is not to destroy them, but to make them irrelevant.
read the full thing, and you should, at:
http://zenarchery.com/2014/08/everyone-i-know-is-brokenhearted/