Your invited to a NOTHING Saturday night!!
I am so agitated. I dont have a reason to be agitated. I am currently taking it out on everyone I know. I am in a hateful, and mean mood. I feel alone. I am sure that I make myself feel that way, and that I have no reason too, but I do. I want someone to want to spend time with me. I want someone who seeks me out above all others. I mean I know that I have Tim, because he has to seek me out, I am his girlfriend... I am not looking for pitty, or sympathy, just a place to try to explain myself. I feel like I am slipping. I quit my job, and I do NOT like being the supported one. I am usually the one who brings in more money, and therefore, I have money to spend on myself and who ever else. I have nothing now. I have money that Tim made, that I feel i dont deserve. I would like to go out, but I know Tim doesn't really want to. i tried to get a hold of JoE or Kristina, and they are both out, or working, or busy, and that is totally understandable. We only started talking again yesterday. So I am sitting here. In my camper..Alone. Probably all night.