fucked up
sometimes i get so low and down on myself that I wish i weren't feeling at all.
I wish i didn't have to live life.
I keep on truckin all the same, but I just wish i didn't have to.
but it goes away after awhile.
Miranda's new boyfriend had easter dinner with her and her family. I would have never been invited over if her dad was going to be there.
I am hurting, sad and in tears. she didn't quite understand why i got so upset. i was pissed earlier. i was childish too. i apologized, but I can't help that stuff like that hurts me so much. i just don't need a reminder that I would have NEVER been accepted. We dated for almost a year and I wasn't allowed over at her house even if her father was asleep and wouldn't know i was there. They've dated for a month and he's invited to a family holiday dinner.
Sometimes i get so low that I wish i weren't feeling at all.
I wish i didn't have to live life.
I keep on truckin all the same, but I just wish i didn't have to.
but it goes away after awhile.
Miranda's new boyfriend had easter dinner with her and her family. I would have never been invited over if her dad was going to be there.
I am hurting, sad and in tears. she didn't quite understand why i got so upset. i was pissed earlier. i was childish too. i apologized, but I can't help that stuff like that hurts me so much. i just don't need a reminder that I would have NEVER been accepted. We dated for almost a year and I wasn't allowed over at her house even if her father was asleep and wouldn't know i was there. They've dated for a month and he's invited to a family holiday dinner.
Sometimes i get so low that I wish i weren't feeling at all.