The "eyes" have it.
Yes my love, there are eyes. but unfortunately for your vain little mind, none of them are looking at you, or for you for that matter. i shal keep this short and sweet. i intend not to start trouble or cause a ruckus. now where shall we begin¿
you think there are eyes watching. watching for you to make a mistake. to say somthing that can be held against you. You see my dear, no one cares. I attempted to show the magistrate that fateful night your livejournal postings as evidence. she wouldnt see it. she didnt even care for it. so this i can tell you that anything you say on livejournal will be discredited in court. For one reason, the proof that you wrote it is non-existent. for another, you shouldnt believe everything you read on the internet, especially on a public internet posting site. bad juju some may say.
Deciding not to join the navy may be a good thing. then again it may be a bad thing. who knows?
in several of your last post, you have been commenting on your appearance. much can be deduced from this. but i shall keep those to myself.
I am sorry that you havent had enough time for your friends, for...whatever reason that may be. people need friends, especially in trying times such as this. But one thing i cant understand. you claim to not be able to shit out money. You didnt have any trouble with 2 marriages, and your best friend... curious it may seem to some.
And about what you say i have won. i have won so much more than that. BUT. its not a game. Remember? Or have you forgotten the rules?
I wish the best of luck for you. i am through with it all. Through attempting to make your life hell. through showing off naked pictures of you to all my friends, and various people that visit my home i have built from the rubble of your existence. Recently i have thought about many things. Memories and the sort. And i cant seem to understand if these memories were real or not. To see if they were actual feelings that we felt together. Were they real emotions? real words? real memories? I doubt i shall ever know, and i have come to terms with that. i have begun to realize life in so many different ways, and i should thank you. For you opened the Box to many of these insights. You should be pleased to know that i have decided to go to college and learn computer programming. Live out my dreams. Live life to the fullest i can with whomever i choose to be with. Make a home for myself that doesnt have wretched memories coruscating throughout its walls. I have chosen to move on from my past. the bad times of my childhood. I have reconciled with my family, which i REALLY do hope you manage to do some day if you already havent. I wish you luck in your endeavors. I hope you find whatever it may be that you need from yourself to realize what you tried to show ME those months. In 5 days it shal be our anniversary. And i do believe that today was the official date of our marriage. yes, i believe TODAY we signed our paperwork. If not, whatever. The 17th comes quickly. And i know what i wil be doing that day. and i hope it finds you well. Happy 1 Year Anniversary. The longest you've managed to stay married thus far. Perhaps when the law allows us to speak once again, we can have a peaceful chat. Perhaps in the cool breeze of spring. Perhaps one day. Perhaps.
you think there are eyes watching. watching for you to make a mistake. to say somthing that can be held against you. You see my dear, no one cares. I attempted to show the magistrate that fateful night your livejournal postings as evidence. she wouldnt see it. she didnt even care for it. so this i can tell you that anything you say on livejournal will be discredited in court. For one reason, the proof that you wrote it is non-existent. for another, you shouldnt believe everything you read on the internet, especially on a public internet posting site. bad juju some may say.
Deciding not to join the navy may be a good thing. then again it may be a bad thing. who knows?
in several of your last post, you have been commenting on your appearance. much can be deduced from this. but i shall keep those to myself.
I am sorry that you havent had enough time for your friends, for...whatever reason that may be. people need friends, especially in trying times such as this. But one thing i cant understand. you claim to not be able to shit out money. You didnt have any trouble with 2 marriages, and your best friend... curious it may seem to some.
And about what you say i have won. i have won so much more than that. BUT. its not a game. Remember? Or have you forgotten the rules?
I wish the best of luck for you. i am through with it all. Through attempting to make your life hell. through showing off naked pictures of you to all my friends, and various people that visit my home i have built from the rubble of your existence. Recently i have thought about many things. Memories and the sort. And i cant seem to understand if these memories were real or not. To see if they were actual feelings that we felt together. Were they real emotions? real words? real memories? I doubt i shall ever know, and i have come to terms with that. i have begun to realize life in so many different ways, and i should thank you. For you opened the Box to many of these insights. You should be pleased to know that i have decided to go to college and learn computer programming. Live out my dreams. Live life to the fullest i can with whomever i choose to be with. Make a home for myself that doesnt have wretched memories coruscating throughout its walls. I have chosen to move on from my past. the bad times of my childhood. I have reconciled with my family, which i REALLY do hope you manage to do some day if you already havent. I wish you luck in your endeavors. I hope you find whatever it may be that you need from yourself to realize what you tried to show ME those months. In 5 days it shal be our anniversary. And i do believe that today was the official date of our marriage. yes, i believe TODAY we signed our paperwork. If not, whatever. The 17th comes quickly. And i know what i wil be doing that day. and i hope it finds you well. Happy 1 Year Anniversary. The longest you've managed to stay married thus far. Perhaps when the law allows us to speak once again, we can have a peaceful chat. Perhaps in the cool breeze of spring. Perhaps one day. Perhaps.