ok. who's ready for the truth?
ok here it is. i couldn't hold out any longer. And i know that scott likes to portray himself as the villain, but he is gonna look like pinocchio after this.
It all started in "a" school. i was having a chat with broadfoot (oh that silly bigtoe). we were talking about how it sucked that we were so far away from home and all we had was each other,and soon we wouldnt even have that. imagine this. that's the night i went to the grind.
I met a girl there. soon she fell in love with me, and i recall telling her how i thought that the word "love" gets thrown about a lot, and usually didnt have the proper meaning. still believe that. so i hatched a plan. a devious plot if you will.
1.make woman fall in love.
2. promise her everything.
3.marry her.
4. move back to virginia where my friends were, not to mention the woman i really did love.
5.ditch the girl.
i really mean that. that was the plan from the BEGINNING. i really did like jennifer. but in no way was i in love with her. i knew i would hurt her in the end, but it was worth it all. and i only regret now now hurting her more. ok on with the show.
so i had her in love with me. so i told her i loved her. spent lots of time and bought her some crap. she was a pushover really. the easiest i have ever encountered (no sexual pun intended--even THATS the truth too). So 1 and 2 were in the bag.
i told her once she could compare me to the tool song "sober".
I will find a center in you
I will chew it up and leave.
I will learn to elevate you
Just enough to bring you down.
I even TOLD her to beware. silly girl.
so anyways. we get married. i get orders to VA. easy enough to get orders to the largest navy base in the world when you ask for them.
things are going great. i got the BAH i needed to sustain life outside of the ship. my whole plan. now all i had to do was get rid of jennifer when the time was right. i did this several ways. first i would anger her. then make her happy, and lie to her that i was "changing myself". blah. i also stopped paying as much attention to her.
So then come scott.
wow. unexpected, but it works. so i made myself look like the shithead, while scott "undermined" my marriage. it worked. scott played well into the whole plan. it actually worked better with him.
Dont believe me? then explain to me why i didnt get upset when you first told me that you kissed? or how about the first time you had sex. i didnt care did i?
so then we "decided" to stay married for the moneys sake.
damn...gotta fix that.
so every other day i would start trouble. to make her run away faster. it pissed both jennifer and scott off. sorry scott. you were there. wasnt meant to hurt you. you're better off without her ass anyways.
Now jennifer was smart. she knew her things, and that DID throw a monkeywrench in the gears. but not for long. So jennifer decides to stay with me afer all. Shit.
now i gotta think somthing else up.....
so before BALTOPS, i started a fight. a bad one. brought up bad things. spoiled scotts innocence in not knowing what really happened when he was gone. again, sorry that REALLY was unintended.
So yeah i started a fight. JUST ENOUGH for jennifer to doubt things again. Jackpot.
i only wish she had waited until after baltops to leave. i wasnt prepared for that. but like i said she was smart about it. She still got got in the end.
So. everything has been accomplished. I still have my things. shit. i am better off even. still have my friends. new friends as well. BAH. a nice place. and my real love. and it was SOOOOOOOO easy. just time consuming.
Again i am sorry that i had to hurt scott, and that he got hurt by her. he wasnt a part of the original plan, but he got in the way. so i used him.
and nicole knew from the beginning about that email!! lol. it's QUITE funny about all the things jennifer was mislead on.
and what did she get out of it? she moved like she wanted. she got a nice new faceplate to a car stereo. a nice new electronic address book. and her pride and dignity (however little that was) ripped away! i know. i used people, i lied and i cheated. it was rotten of me. but you know what?
Fuck
All
Of
You.
I got what I wanted.
I am just a worthless liar.
I am just an imbecile.
I will only complicate you.
Trust in me and fall as well.
I will find a center in you.
I will chew it up and leave,
I will work to elevate you
just enough to bring you down.
Trust me.
I want what I want.
It all started in "a" school. i was having a chat with broadfoot (oh that silly bigtoe). we were talking about how it sucked that we were so far away from home and all we had was each other,and soon we wouldnt even have that. imagine this. that's the night i went to the grind.
I met a girl there. soon she fell in love with me, and i recall telling her how i thought that the word "love" gets thrown about a lot, and usually didnt have the proper meaning. still believe that. so i hatched a plan. a devious plot if you will.
1.make woman fall in love.
2. promise her everything.
3.marry her.
4. move back to virginia where my friends were, not to mention the woman i really did love.
5.ditch the girl.
i really mean that. that was the plan from the BEGINNING. i really did like jennifer. but in no way was i in love with her. i knew i would hurt her in the end, but it was worth it all. and i only regret now now hurting her more. ok on with the show.
so i had her in love with me. so i told her i loved her. spent lots of time and bought her some crap. she was a pushover really. the easiest i have ever encountered (no sexual pun intended--even THATS the truth too). So 1 and 2 were in the bag.
i told her once she could compare me to the tool song "sober".
I will find a center in you
I will chew it up and leave.
I will learn to elevate you
Just enough to bring you down.
I even TOLD her to beware. silly girl.
so anyways. we get married. i get orders to VA. easy enough to get orders to the largest navy base in the world when you ask for them.
things are going great. i got the BAH i needed to sustain life outside of the ship. my whole plan. now all i had to do was get rid of jennifer when the time was right. i did this several ways. first i would anger her. then make her happy, and lie to her that i was "changing myself". blah. i also stopped paying as much attention to her.
So then come scott.
wow. unexpected, but it works. so i made myself look like the shithead, while scott "undermined" my marriage. it worked. scott played well into the whole plan. it actually worked better with him.
Dont believe me? then explain to me why i didnt get upset when you first told me that you kissed? or how about the first time you had sex. i didnt care did i?
so then we "decided" to stay married for the moneys sake.
damn...gotta fix that.
so every other day i would start trouble. to make her run away faster. it pissed both jennifer and scott off. sorry scott. you were there. wasnt meant to hurt you. you're better off without her ass anyways.
Now jennifer was smart. she knew her things, and that DID throw a monkeywrench in the gears. but not for long. So jennifer decides to stay with me afer all. Shit.
now i gotta think somthing else up.....
so before BALTOPS, i started a fight. a bad one. brought up bad things. spoiled scotts innocence in not knowing what really happened when he was gone. again, sorry that REALLY was unintended.
So yeah i started a fight. JUST ENOUGH for jennifer to doubt things again. Jackpot.
i only wish she had waited until after baltops to leave. i wasnt prepared for that. but like i said she was smart about it. She still got got in the end.
So. everything has been accomplished. I still have my things. shit. i am better off even. still have my friends. new friends as well. BAH. a nice place. and my real love. and it was SOOOOOOOO easy. just time consuming.
Again i am sorry that i had to hurt scott, and that he got hurt by her. he wasnt a part of the original plan, but he got in the way. so i used him.
and nicole knew from the beginning about that email!! lol. it's QUITE funny about all the things jennifer was mislead on.
and what did she get out of it? she moved like she wanted. she got a nice new faceplate to a car stereo. a nice new electronic address book. and her pride and dignity (however little that was) ripped away! i know. i used people, i lied and i cheated. it was rotten of me. but you know what?
Fuck
All
Of
You.
I got what I wanted.
I am just a worthless liar.
I am just an imbecile.
I will only complicate you.
Trust in me and fall as well.
I will find a center in you.
I will chew it up and leave,
I will work to elevate you
just enough to bring you down.
Trust me.
I want what I want.