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Aug 30, 2004 07:23

To the wolves I go once more
I told her once, its a Legion of Hell.

So you know... I'm going to post. Because I'm overwhelmed with hurt. Yes yes you guys...that's right... the "evil bitch"

You said it yourself.

is licking new wounds...

i am willing to bet it's not the only thing she's licking. and that's not safe seeing as he might have somthing in his prensense.

and is going to post about it... why? Why not? I could post about lolly pops and puppies and it'd still be turned into some childish bout with my cunt....

oh the pain.. the pain.

so whatever. It's been a day and I already miss taco bell parking lot conversations.

you know....it's still funny to me that i find out more lies that she told me. my wife had specifically expressed her hatred of taco bell. now she apparently frequents the place. i wonder how she keeps her stories straight from one guy to the next.

I already miss Dizee Rascal and large arm gestures for base emphasis.

i wont even venture a guess...

I miss that puppy dog eyed thing.
boo...::cough:: hoo...

I miss the potential for more peanut butter and granola bar nights. And VH1 "I love the ____'s".

wow, experimenting with food now too eh? and i believe she was looking for "I love the COCK'S".

I don't know if I think you do too or not.

munchkin.....no one truly ever loves you. just the fact that you're easy.

I'm debating between yes and no - you're just falling further down that spiral you were trying so hard to get out of.

she means the spiral she was trying so hard to get him out of. She seems to do that alot. tries to change the way a person is. and NOW. only what was it she had said earlier? two months later, AGAIN, she faces almost the
EXACT
SAME
THINGS......time to reflect on lessons learned, no?

Because of me? No.

well she had the no part right. Lemme fill you in, because YOU ARE AN EASY FUCK.

I wouldn't dream of assuming that.

it does make an ass out of you and me. Besides, i have proof.

Because you have no one nagging you to stop?
thats kinda the idea.

Offering you ropes of your own creation? Yes. Can you see me through all that?

i cant even see through all of your bullshit.

No. Could you ever? Rarely. Do you love me? Yes. Do I love you? I think the ache I feel growing in the center of my torso answers that.

aww honey, that aching is from all the seman you have swallowed over the years. don't worry, they die within 2-3 days.

Do I expect to see you ever again? Yes.

God, for his sake i hope not. And i hate the guy!

Will I know what to do or say? No. Do I hope upon hope that you'll be there on my doorstep one day?

hopefully with a shotgun. Glad to see that you aren't living in a trailer like where i found you.

Or at Casa's in the section that was ours waiting to tell me not that you're sorry but that you've got it now and you're not going to let it go and you're not going to push me away anymore?

jesus woman, how many times have people told you that. and you believe it. anything for another night of sex i guess we will tell you anything you want to hear.

Yes. With everything I have left after the day - yes.

ugh. you have to remember to clean the messes up! don't leave them around the house, what if company comes!?

So many things you've done that are shitty...

oh, and is that opposed to the great miracles you have given to this world? Move over mother teresa, there's a new girl in town. you can find her on the streetcorner of.......

and I'm surely not perfect.

it took me 10 minutes to write this sentence. i was laughing too hard.

You've changed so much in me...

i really dont want to hear about THAT.

and that's funny... because I'm pretty stubborn... and we know that... because I think if one of us wasn't SO stubborn... we'd not be here. Apart. With me worried about you. And you...........

probably off gagging himself.
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