To no one in particular but myself
perhaps weak people do need others to be thier crutch. Maybe that's why jennifer needs people to get out of the trailer. Or the shitty house she rented in florida. Maybe that's why she cried because she didn't have the money to buy pants that day that we went to the mall at like 9pm so i could buy her pants. Or to pay for her shitty car to be fixed because she can't seem to hold a job for very long. maybe that's why she feels the need to steal people's money. all she has to do is spread her legs and it's in the bag.
And i do see what she meant about being a complete gender. Like how i ended up cooking most of the time we were married (that is when she didn't want to go out to eat) And maybe that's why everyone who lived here at the time agrees with me on that. And perhaps that's why everyone else cleaned while she sat on her ass all day messing around with the computer. and that's AFTER they all came home from that...fuck what's it called...oh yeah work.
And perhaps if a REAL woman came by worth defending i might do that. And maybe so would scott. and perhaps so would have all the other boyfriends she fucked over.
And i was also under the impression that unconditional love was somthing having to do with marriage, so indeed yes, no matter what shitty thing someone did, they wouldn't go and fuck other people, or anything like that. integrity is the word i believe. but i will have to check on that.
And maybe she wouldn't have the sneaky feeling of worthlessness if she actually knew inside that she was worth somthing. But i guess since she knows that she is a bad person then she understands that whole concept.
and i guess if all she needed was flowers and puppies to feel special and loved and worth somthing and actually be a good wife/person/woman then i suppose that i was going about it the wrong way.
Maybe i shouldn't have given her EVERYTHING she wanted. A nice place to live, money, a car, you name it.
I only hope that he realizes that it WAS a 50/50 thing when we first met, but then she abandoned that once she realized that i really did love her and was wiling to do everything. And i assume she will pull the same stunt on him as well. pity. i tried to warn him. and after i press felony charges on him, i wonder if he will even be able to cook and clean from jail? i dunno. like i said before i just don't know much about the law. good thing i've got a lawyer! He'll know what to do!
when i was reading jennifer's old posts from when we first met, it sounded a LOT like what she is saying now, but i can see where this ends up going. Been there done that, got fucked over by a really bad person who wasn't even really good at it.
But that's niether here nor there.
And i do see what she meant about being a complete gender. Like how i ended up cooking most of the time we were married (that is when she didn't want to go out to eat) And maybe that's why everyone who lived here at the time agrees with me on that. And perhaps that's why everyone else cleaned while she sat on her ass all day messing around with the computer. and that's AFTER they all came home from that...fuck what's it called...oh yeah work.
And perhaps if a REAL woman came by worth defending i might do that. And maybe so would scott. and perhaps so would have all the other boyfriends she fucked over.
And i was also under the impression that unconditional love was somthing having to do with marriage, so indeed yes, no matter what shitty thing someone did, they wouldn't go and fuck other people, or anything like that. integrity is the word i believe. but i will have to check on that.
And maybe she wouldn't have the sneaky feeling of worthlessness if she actually knew inside that she was worth somthing. But i guess since she knows that she is a bad person then she understands that whole concept.
and i guess if all she needed was flowers and puppies to feel special and loved and worth somthing and actually be a good wife/person/woman then i suppose that i was going about it the wrong way.
Maybe i shouldn't have given her EVERYTHING she wanted. A nice place to live, money, a car, you name it.
I only hope that he realizes that it WAS a 50/50 thing when we first met, but then she abandoned that once she realized that i really did love her and was wiling to do everything. And i assume she will pull the same stunt on him as well. pity. i tried to warn him. and after i press felony charges on him, i wonder if he will even be able to cook and clean from jail? i dunno. like i said before i just don't know much about the law. good thing i've got a lawyer! He'll know what to do!
when i was reading jennifer's old posts from when we first met, it sounded a LOT like what she is saying now, but i can see where this ends up going. Been there done that, got fucked over by a really bad person who wasn't even really good at it.
But that's niether here nor there.