I feel like saying something now...
I can feel something changing inside me....in a positive way.
I figured i'd see an immediate difference in myself during my first day at Pratt and I did change. But they seem so cosmetic. But now....i'm realizing that the real change that I was hoping for was starting to occur.
I don't know what is.....the weather got colder, the winter air feels good breathing in, my morning scone and tea at Choice Market, the neighbor is more beautiful than i thought. It's strange, in the midst of the chaos that is final projects and exam, i'm the so much happier than I ever was before. I feel free and untainted. I dunno, this may all just seem life bullshit, but I can't equate the "me" today to the "me" yesterday. They are different people. My life in Brooklyn is simple. And it feels....good. And i'm happy.
I figured i'd see an immediate difference in myself during my first day at Pratt and I did change. But they seem so cosmetic. But now....i'm realizing that the real change that I was hoping for was starting to occur.
I don't know what is.....the weather got colder, the winter air feels good breathing in, my morning scone and tea at Choice Market, the neighbor is more beautiful than i thought. It's strange, in the midst of the chaos that is final projects and exam, i'm the so much happier than I ever was before. I feel free and untainted. I dunno, this may all just seem life bullshit, but I can't equate the "me" today to the "me" yesterday. They are different people. My life in Brooklyn is simple. And it feels....good. And i'm happy.