life is way too easy/hard
delay, avoid, counterproductive, procrastinate, fake sick, drink water, go online, sleep, eat junk food, read magazine, have a shower, stretch my legs, paint a picture, check my email, file my nails, scrub my feet, look at tattoo ideas, check out lookbook, try on my jeans, take a picture of my new skirt on me, work out a bit because of how I look in the picture, take some vitamins, look at national geographic, update secret journals, change my bedsheets, text my brother, phone my mother, skype my sister, email my father. go through facebook, lurk people I never speak to, avoid pages of people I envy, giggle at fatties, check perez, check the superficial, go to style.com, vote on the looks, search for a healthy recipe, crave chocolate, bite my nails, fiddle with my rings, have a cup of coffee, clean the bathroom sink, wash my coffee cup, mail a rogers bill at the mailbox right out the door, feel like I’ve done something worthwhile, look on ebay for something to purchase even though I don’t have a credit card, download a discography from some 90’s alternative band that avoided becoming mainstream, gossip about girls from class with my roommate, email my doctor, apply to jobs through craigslist, look at my homework on webct, check my bank account, clean my desk off, eat some candy, sort my underwear drawer, fold the clothes in my wardrobe, try on the heels I never wear with my roommates dress, share a cigarette with her even though we dont smoke cause that's gross, open the stove door for heat and look at ourselves in the mirror we painted cupcakes on, burn a $28 dollar aromatherapy candle, complain about being poor, order thai takeout, share it, feel full, feel sick, brush my teeth, have a shower, go to bed, toss turn and then take it easy for a few hours.