i know that its a wonderful world but i cant feel it right now
fluctuations of light, shadow, hope, despair...its seemingly endless. life for me so far has been much more of a robotic process. studying, duties, homework, empty conversations...human contact and emotion is at an all time low. the friends have all ran off to seperate (but clearly unwise) directions and now i rate lower than a bunch of matz and minahz. i am almost beyond all care.