anne/classyfemme

Dec 30, 2004 08:59

ok so im sitting here in my cube crying, kinda feeling like a dunce. just like Koukla, I barely "knew" Anne but some people just settle into my inards and memories that they become a part of me.

that make sense?

I just read her memorial on bf.com and cant stop the tears from rolling down my cheeks. god I hope no coworkers come by, I dont feel explaining why Im puffier than normal. and Im so happy I remembered to bring in a new box of tissues for my desk last week.

well I feel sad today, but as always I try to think where the light is in it all.. sometimes I think thats a load of crap but it helps me get through the moment I guess.

People stay alive as long as people remember and there is a part of them left. Anne has family that carry her fwd... and I have her in my heart and memory forever b/c she was one of the handful of people that when I feel for my sweetheart.

ya never know what the next chapter holds, Im thankful for my book so far!

its been one great year with great loss and great gain. thank you and love you all.
Shel
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