Aug 21, 2005 21:24
feel sorry for me. i had my first brush with the law.
i went to "toys r us" to visit with crystal because i was bored. we chatted for a bit but then i had to go meet up with sarah, a girl i met at orientation.
so we met at beef-a-roo. i'm soo poor, i had to borrow 9 cents from her because i dump all my money into car payments. so i had a good time chatting with her at beef-a-roo over some cheddar fries and a milk shake. i really like that girl a lot. then i had the brilliant idea of going to barnes and noble after since it was nearby. what a failure i am. i ended up getting into a car accident right by barnes and noble. ungh, it was my fault. it was nothing major. nobody was hurt--cars were just scraped. i feel terrible though. i can live with my suffering from my own incompetence, but i get so depressed when other people's lives are worsened by my mistakes. that's not what upset me the most. the fact that i had to cancel with sarah for B & N. i told her she could just leave and do whatever. i realized it wouldn't be fair to ask her to wait up for me. the whole thing took about an hour anyways. i'm such a failure. i can't belive i let everyone down this way. officer fick didn't hold my license and only wrote me a $75 ticket. i could care less about the money. i just feel awful about hurting the other guy's car, and coming off as so reckless and unreliable in front of someone i was trying to make a good impression upon.
i don't wanna dwell on that anymore. i've got school tomorrow. nobody really comforting is online right now so i'll probably play a little geist and then go to bed.