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Today was a totally awesome day! I loved it so much! Okay Since it was a golf tournament today I had no school! That so wrokz I know! lol Okay so I woke up early and as most of you know it's mine and Gabrielle tradition to go to Disneyland instead.We had so much fun we rode like all of the rides and we like talkedand hing out the whole day! It was so awesome!
Life isn't always the way we plan. I learned that the hard way. I sit here thinking about it; thinking about what I would have done differently. It's hard not to have them around anymore. It hurts thinking about how long I'm gonna be sitting here until he comes back for me. I remember everything perfectly:
I sit here glancing at my watch. You're late. Finally I see you running up to me. I grin when you approach me. This is it and this is all we have left.
You stand in front of me. We both look down the long concrete hallway; towards the door at the end. I'm gonna miss you and I just hope you'll always remember that I love you.
I gaze into your deep blue eyes. My gaze turns its focus back on the hallway. I wish this wasn't the way it had to be. Before I know what I'm doing my arms throw themselves around you.
My face buries itself into your chest. I began to pull away when I feel your rough hand place itself gently on my fragile body. I want to cry but I know I should stand strong. I pull away and take a few steps back.
This is all just so much for me. I stare at the ground not knowing what to say next. I feel your hand take mine. "I'll come back for you." I hear your face softly singing in my ear. I'll never forget some one like you. I look up into your deep eyes one last time.
Your hand slips away from my own. This is how fate wants us to end and this is how fate wants us apart. I just wish that for once fate would land itself on my side. You turn and walk down the hall.
I hear your footsteps softly on the ground. The sound of them grows softer till it's only a muffled noise. I shake my head and walk away. I just wish something more was here for us...You'll be back and I know that for sure.