Broken...
I'm sorry to anyone who've I've ever hurt! I'm not the same person anymore. I wish things could go back to the past but that's not fair either. Lately I've realized that since Tony and I were together, I lost my friends. I changed into this bitter depressed person. And to tell you all the truth, I put on a nice show don't I? Hmm, yeah well I need to change and that's hard when I'm all alone and have nobody to talk to. My cousin even hates me and that's sad! All those people in junior high who hated me and told me that I will grow to be alone and lonely were right. It's pretty sad when I look in my phonebook for a friend to call to talk to and I can't. Nobody understands how hard that is! Hopefully now that college has started, I will just burry myself in my books and work. That is what I've always wanted anyways since med school is so difficult and it will take time out of my life anyways. Well~ I guess I just solved my problems! Who said you couldn't be alone in life and still be happy. I guess that's what I will do! I'm sure one day I'll be not so lonesome but until then, I'll make the best out of the bad thrown at me! Well~ I'm out, peace!