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truth.
i barely read my friends' livejournals anymore. it's not like i don't care. [actually, it's worse.] i just don't feel like it.
so honestly, i don't mind if you don't read my emo pieces of shit entries. actually, it might be better that you don't. for those who kept me on your friends list even after cleaning out your friends list, i commend you. it makes me happy that i'm still there, but i'm sorry. i'm selfish and i really rarely read any entries at all. hell, i barely even post entries.
moving along.
you know those time when you feel like absolute crap. you're unmotivated, you feel lazy, you're moody, and it feels like the world is plotting against you even though you know perfectly well that no one gives two craps about your crap because they're too busy with their own crap?
well yeah, that's pretty much how i am now. i've been emo up the ass lately. every little thing can and will annoy me. i feel terrible but my mom's been annoying me so much and i've been giving her the worst attitude that any child can ever give a mother. but jesus christ i am annoyed. she nags and nags and nags and nags. and fuck, i know she has a reason to nag. i don't blame her for nagging me. i know i'd nag too if i was her but still. i get SO annoyed when she comes in and nags. she nags for good reasons, too. i know that everything she nags about is my fault and no one elses but dambfjdgyhdsgfmnofdhfdgdsg
hey go learn to drive
go get your permit
go get a job
you need to work with me this april at a cherry picking orchard okay [which i'm not looking forward to at all. at all. in fact i'm dreading it.]
you need to find a job this summer.
go apply for dorms now okay
what are you gonna go find an apartment? then go find one now
is your roommate going to be flaky? go apply for a dorm just in case okay
hey go check the prices for your dorms [which i did like 90 times]
aren't there separate prices?
when do you need to deposit your money to the school by?
you need to buy a dress for graduation!1111
hurry up and read that handbook
you sleep now 'cause you won't be sleeping much when the cherry orchard opens (WELL GEE MOM IS IT MY FAULT THAT YOU WANT ME TO WORK THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE? NO, NOT REALLY)
tina's mom says that there are different prices
tina's mom says that there are deposits that you need
tina's mom says that you might have a virus on your computer or something and she tells you to get these free softwares from the interenet
here i wrote them down - turns out to be ad aware and spybot- ohhh!1111 wow so special!11 never thought of that!1111
GOD DAMN. I AM SO TIRED OF HER NAGGING. I LOVE HER TO DEATH AND I SWEAR TO GOD I'D DIE FOR HER BUT GOD SHE KEEPS ON REMINDING ME OF ALL OF MY EPIC FAILURES AND IT STRESSES ME THE FUCK OUT
not to mention that i've lost my dogs and that i know i'm never going to find them
and with my occasional realization that jeff's actually dead (yeah, i still get those.)
this year seems to be going down to the shits already. honestly. i'm just your average teen and every little thing does get me down. i won't say i'mn strong because i'm not. i'm weak and i'm pissed. i've got every type of bad emotion in me right now and it's pissing me off even more.
angsty emo stupid shit brought to you by your lovely momo.
i barely read my friends' livejournals anymore. it's not like i don't care. [actually, it's worse.] i just don't feel like it.
so honestly, i don't mind if you don't read my emo pieces of shit entries. actually, it might be better that you don't. for those who kept me on your friends list even after cleaning out your friends list, i commend you. it makes me happy that i'm still there, but i'm sorry. i'm selfish and i really rarely read any entries at all. hell, i barely even post entries.
moving along.
you know those time when you feel like absolute crap. you're unmotivated, you feel lazy, you're moody, and it feels like the world is plotting against you even though you know perfectly well that no one gives two craps about your crap because they're too busy with their own crap?
well yeah, that's pretty much how i am now. i've been emo up the ass lately. every little thing can and will annoy me. i feel terrible but my mom's been annoying me so much and i've been giving her the worst attitude that any child can ever give a mother. but jesus christ i am annoyed. she nags and nags and nags and nags. and fuck, i know she has a reason to nag. i don't blame her for nagging me. i know i'd nag too if i was her but still. i get SO annoyed when she comes in and nags. she nags for good reasons, too. i know that everything she nags about is my fault and no one elses but dambfjdgyhdsgfmnofdhfdgdsg
hey go learn to drive
go get your permit
go get a job
you need to work with me this april at a cherry picking orchard okay [which i'm not looking forward to at all. at all. in fact i'm dreading it.]
you need to find a job this summer.
go apply for dorms now okay
what are you gonna go find an apartment? then go find one now
is your roommate going to be flaky? go apply for a dorm just in case okay
hey go check the prices for your dorms [which i did like 90 times]
aren't there separate prices?
when do you need to deposit your money to the school by?
you need to buy a dress for graduation!1111
hurry up and read that handbook
you sleep now 'cause you won't be sleeping much when the cherry orchard opens (WELL GEE MOM IS IT MY FAULT THAT YOU WANT ME TO WORK THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE? NO, NOT REALLY)
tina's mom says that there are different prices
tina's mom says that there are deposits that you need
tina's mom says that you might have a virus on your computer or something and she tells you to get these free softwares from the interenet
here i wrote them down - turns out to be ad aware and spybot- ohhh!1111 wow so special!11 never thought of that!1111
GOD DAMN. I AM SO TIRED OF HER NAGGING. I LOVE HER TO DEATH AND I SWEAR TO GOD I'D DIE FOR HER BUT GOD SHE KEEPS ON REMINDING ME OF ALL OF MY EPIC FAILURES AND IT STRESSES ME THE FUCK OUT
not to mention that i've lost my dogs and that i know i'm never going to find them
and with my occasional realization that jeff's actually dead (yeah, i still get those.)
this year seems to be going down to the shits already. honestly. i'm just your average teen and every little thing does get me down. i won't say i'mn strong because i'm not. i'm weak and i'm pissed. i've got every type of bad emotion in me right now and it's pissing me off even more.
angsty emo stupid shit brought to you by your lovely momo.