Ju Ju VS Harem Starters
I think it's me. I think by some perverse force of the universe, I am constantly emotionally involved with people whose idea of a relationship is to start their own harems. Mr Shanghai... Mickey... and now Big. These guys in my life are never satisfied with having just one. Just today over dinner, Mickey announced that he had a new addition to his harem, thus bringing his total number of boyfriends to three. It's amazing how those guys are willing to share the same guy, but it's not hard to believe. Mickey is the perfect boyfriend anyone can ask for. Not only is Mickey blessed with exceptional good looks and body, he is also rich and extremely romantic. Every date with him always feels like a Disney movie on steroids. So it’s entirely believable as to why those guys would be so receptive to his special harem arrangements. It would seem that they are willing to do anything just to make sure they get to keep their good catch.
“But I have my principles,” I stated firmly when Mickey asked me why I was unwilling to try for a three-way relationship with Big. And it is all thanks to these principles that I was prevented from doing silly things like breaking off with Big and running off to join Mickey’s or Mr Shanghai's harem, which could have easily happened! Frankly, it is not hard to fall in love with two people, or in my case, three at the same time. But I believe the defining moment comes from the choices you eventually make. For me, I chose to stay on with Big because I believed in my principles. So despite me being head over heels over Mickey and Mr Shanghai, I chose not to act on it.
So if you ask me if I was upset with Big for falling in love with another guy, my answer is no. I am just upset that he chose to make a different decision from mine by wanting to act on this new found love with Jet. That’s all. But then again, he made that choice based on his own set of principles… so who am I to judge someone else’s principles? Besides, I was the one who made the choice of being in a relationship with Big despite knowing from the very start that his view on relationships was as such (though I admit I was banging on the hope that somehow that might change with time). Seems to me, I really have a knack for getting myself involved with harem starters…
As for Mickey, the dinner today was very much a closure for the both of us. As much as I am still crazy about him, I realised that it's totally impossible for us to be together even if we were both single. That's just the way it is...