Just chillin
Well I am stuck here for a while..My car took a dump on me today it is overheating (sux) my girlfriend is at Ani today...I wanted to go but I figured I would of got board so I just let her go. I have a problem though my girlfriend is leaving for 2 months to record and I don't thinks se has enough trust in our relaship to go away for 2 months. I think she thinks I am going to cheat on her because every other boyfriend has..I am not like that If I don't wanna be with some one then I leave them. I really bother's me. I feel like nothing I do will change her mind.. But on the same note I feel like she would fool around on me..It sux because it really way's on me I am really attached to her.. I will be hard to say goodbye for 2 months. i plan to work out work on my dreads tan get my spirits up for a 2 year adventure I think 2 month will be good in someway Like abcence make the heart grow fonder I just bank on things like that to help me through it all. i know that one day she will be back for me but there is just that side off me saying that she won't I just think I doubt thing to much I just need some assurence from people around us that we have a strong enough relationship to deal with this..