update - since it's been a while.
Hmm...what has gone on this past week? Alise's Birthday was Nov. 4th. She turned the big 18. Congrats. My dad went to court that day and they figured out child support for Rachel and all that custody/visitation stuff. It's sad because Rachel shouldn't have to be forced to visit my mom if she doesn't feel like it. My dad has been pretty upset over that lately. I cancelled my therapy the other week. Went this past Monday, she had to cancel Thursday, and I cancelled yesterday because it was my aunt's birthday. Although I really do need to be going because so much has been going on. So I am going on Thursday and will hopefully start up the regular schedule again. Saturday I babysat Hunter and Abbigail for a while. that was fun. i got to color. Sunday was awesome. Church was good, then went out to lunch with Meghan, Melissa, Melissa C., Amanda, Craig, and Austin to Tim Horton's. We were there for like 2 and a half hours. I had a really good time. laughed a lot. definetly needed that. Real Life was okay but I wasn't feeling well so that part kinda was crappy. Came home and spent the rest of the night talking online to Melissa, Adam, Meghan, and Heather. woo! lol. Yesterday I took Hunter to school and spent the rest of the day treating myself because I happened to have extra cash this week. I thought I deserved a day of fun so I went out and bought a book, a c.d., some perfume, pair of pants, pair of shoes for 7 dollars....AWESOME DEAL. and socks. I bargain shopped so I still have a good amount left. My dad bought me a peacoat to replace the one my Mom ruined last year. That was really nice of him because it wasn't him who threw the paint all over it. ...bad memory. :/ Anyway, today was good cuz I spent the whole day with Hunter, we got her pictures taken, went to lunch, hung out at Toys R Us...soooo fun. They have this huge teddy bear there...aww. I want him :( I am babysitting Abigail later today while the rest of them go to the YMCA. I had a hard time last night because I started thinking about Abby. I was lookin at old pictures and her blanket and ashes. I just miss her sooo much. I mean I love Murray but Abby was my dog for the past 9 years....its hard. Then I opened the envelope with some of her fur in it and that was it....I completely lost it. But I know she is up in heaven and that God is taking good care of her until I can be with her. :) That's all for now...I gotta go do some laundry and things.