Ponderings [public]
I've been tired lately, and I don't understand why. Last night, Ron came over to talk for a little, which I was rather happy for. I hadn't seen him in quite a bit anyways. So, after inviting him in, I showed him my cat, Cherry. He's growing a bit, actually. After a while, he told me how he had been lonely lately, and just wanted to be around people.. after I had tickled him to death, mind you. So I just cuddled him. I wanted to fix him, or something.
After a bit, I took him into Charlie and my room to lie down for a little. He asked me if Charlie would get mad, and I said no. That'd I'd owl him and explain everything. But I never got to owl him. Charlie had come in, and he was pissed. Pissed beyond pissed. I never really understood what I did. I suppose it's 'cause, well, I had latched onto Ron's neck before we laid down. I guess it was my fault everything started like that.
And it just makes me feel tired, and old. But that's what Charlie said. I have a headache, too. Too much on my mind. Crap.
More so, Charlie had left this morning, and I woke up without him nearby. It was an odd and eerie feeling, cause I found him no where in the house. Nor did I see him at lunch, which rendered me to go and cut my last two classes. Just to look for him, but by no luck, I have yet to find him. I hope he returns soon, I have much I want to talk to him about. Especially the part of him being sad as of late. I don't like him sad.. The frown doesn't fit his face.
I just want to help him.
After a bit, I took him into Charlie and my room to lie down for a little. He asked me if Charlie would get mad, and I said no. That'd I'd owl him and explain everything. But I never got to owl him. Charlie had come in, and he was pissed. Pissed beyond pissed. I never really understood what I did. I suppose it's 'cause, well, I had latched onto Ron's neck before we laid down. I guess it was my fault everything started like that.
And it just makes me feel tired, and old. But that's what Charlie said. I have a headache, too. Too much on my mind. Crap.
More so, Charlie had left this morning, and I woke up without him nearby. It was an odd and eerie feeling, cause I found him no where in the house. Nor did I see him at lunch, which rendered me to go and cut my last two classes. Just to look for him, but by no luck, I have yet to find him. I hope he returns soon, I have much I want to talk to him about. Especially the part of him being sad as of late. I don't like him sad.. The frown doesn't fit his face.
I just want to help him.