[private to everyone but charlie]
FaerieFreak32034 [8:21 PM]: Charlie was sitting in his chair infront of the fire, sighing, as he stared into it. His hands pressed together, fingertips drumming agaisnt each other lightly, and he frowned for a moment, thinking, before glancing around for Harry.
The sabbie [8:23 PM]: Harry had peered around the corner when Charlie's head had turned. Harry smiled gently at him and walked towards him, noticing the frown. Harry's fingers moved to touch his lips, trying to fix them. "Don't frown," Harry whispered, sitting in front of him. "Did.. I do something wrong?"
FaerieFreak32034 [8:24 PM]: Charlie smiled softly, and kissed Harry's fingertips softly, before shaking his head. "No.. you didn't do anything wrong." Charlie smiled some, and looked up to Harry. "Never.."
The sabbie [8:25 PM]: Harry smiled, knees touching the others legs as he rested his head in Charlie's lap, eyes still looking up at his. "I love you," Harry murmured, letting his hands run along the others hands. "I love you so much."
FaerieFreak32034 [8:27 PM]: Charlie smiled, chuckling softly. He let his fingers run through Harry's hair softly, looking down to him with a smile. "I love you.. Just as much.." He grinned, watching him still.
The sabbie [8:28 PM]: Harry giggled and nuzzled his head into the hands. His eyes closing softly, fluttering open one more to make sure Charlie was still there. "Why were you frowning?" Harry asked softly, looking at him worriedly.
FaerieFreak32034 [8:30 PM]: "I was just thinking.. I always frown when I think." He chuckled, and leaned down, pressing a soft kiss to Harry's forehead, and murmuring "Firefly" as he did. He smiled again, smoothing the other's hair out some, before sittign back in his chair slowly.
The sabbie [8:31 PM]: Harry smiled at his nickname. He really enjoyed it for some reason. Using his hands to pick up his kitty, he moved up to claim the spot next to Charlie, laying out over the couch, his head taking Charlie's lap. Harry smiled up at him. "I like being your firefly."
FaerieFreak32034 [8:33 PM]: Charlie chuckled softly, and stretched out some, feet proping up on the coffee table. He let one hand slowly stroke over Harry's arm, rubbing up and down lightly as he watched the fire. "I like you being mine, too.."
The sabbie [8:38 PM]: Harry closed his eyes and let out a yawn. "Charlie," he whispered quietly petting over his kitten protectivly. "Have you ever thought about living in a house? I mean your own?" Harry tried to explain, biting his bottom lip gently.
FaerieFreak32034 [8:40 PM]: "Well.. I do have my flat.. and I have a property agreement from my headmaster of studies in Romania, but I haven't really looked into a house around here. Why?" CHarlie arched a brow, looking down to Harry, hand petting his arm just like he was petting the kitten.
The sabbie [8:41 PM]: "I.." Harry said quietly, purring gently to the touch of the other. His eyes closed softly, and his hand laid on his kitten gently, holding it to him protectivly. "I.. I graduate soon.. and.. is it just over then.. or will we try something? I.. I don't want you to leave me."
FaerieFreak32034 [8:43 PM]: "I know you graduate.. and no.. it's not over then. We can move into my flat and I can make the commute to teach.. or stay here.. or look for a house.." Charlie shrugged softly, and looked down to harry, stroking his hand along the other's side still.
The sabbie [8:44 PM]: Harry nodded, biting his bottom lip, "I.. I just knew that your flat was far away from here.. and I didn't.." harry looked down at his kitten and gulped, "I didn't want to be in your way, or be a bother.. I mean, I don't even know what I'm doing after I graduate.. But I want.. to stay with you."
FaerieFreak32034 [8:47 PM]: "You can't be in my way... or be a bother.. I don't know what I would do if you weren't around." Charlie smiled down to him, hand still stroking over his side. "I don't mind.. you can decide what we do.. any option is fine with me." He chuckled, looking at harry still.
The sabbie [8:48 PM]: Harry shook his head and grinned, moving his head up to kiss his chin very softly. "No.. whatever wdo, Charlie, we decide together," Harry murmured, moving back down, claiming his lap again. Harry's fingers started to mvoe over his kitten's fur again, however, his eyes stayed on Charlie. "But.. I wouldn't mind.. Having a place of our own."
FaerieFreak32034 [8:50 PM]: "Well.. then we'll go out a try to find a place.. just for us." Charlie smiled softly, and kissed the other's forehead when he kissed his chin. He sighed softly, still smiling, and relaxed again, watching harry still. "How does that sound?"
The sabbie [8:52 PM]: "As long as it's fine by you," Harry murmured, nuzzling his head into the other's stomach, pressing a kiss there. "I.. I just don't want to seem like I own what we do and how we do it," Harry went on, gazing back up at Charlie, "I just feel like.. like.. I'm just being carried in the relationship and I'm not doing anything."
FaerieFreak32034 [8:54 PM]: "I told you I wanted to spoil you.. and it's exactally what I will do." Charlie winked down to Harry, and chuckled softly. He smiled to the kiss, and let his fingers run through Harry's hair slowly, before settling on his stomach again.
The sabbie [8:55 PM]: Harry nodded, trusting him. "But.. but.. Maybe you could teach me to cook," Harry whispered, letting the kitten crawl over his chest and curl there. "I.. I would like to learn, and maybe cook you dinner sometime.. Or.. Do something, for you." Harry explained, looking at him with a hopeful smile.
FaerieFreak32034 [8:57 PM]: "I'll teach you whatever you like.. " Charlie smiled down to him, hand lightly petting his side again as he watched the other. "ANything you like.. whenever you want." Charlie smiled, and let out a soft sigh, stretching out a bit more, and closing his eyes a moment, before looking back down to Harry.
The sabbie [8:59 PM]: Harry smiled and sat up, letting the kitten roll into his lap with a hiss. Harry set the little monster down on the ground with a pat on the toosh and went back to Charlie. he moved to take his usual spot in Charlie's lap, nuzzling his cheek against the other. "I.. I want you to teach me.. How to make you happy." Harry blushed, biting his bottom lip. "I don't like when you frown."
FaerieFreak32034 [9:01 PM]: "I'm happy... I promise.." Charlie murmured softly, nuzzling back against Harry. His arms wrapped around the other as soon as he dropped into his lap, smiling, and rubbing his sides softly. He tilted his head, forehead resting against Harry's, and looked into his eyes.
The sabbie [9:02 PM]: Harry grinned and nuzzled his forehead against the others gently, letting his fingers touch his own collar, still fascinated by the thing. Taking his attention off of it, he pursed his lips lazily and pressed a rather messy kiss along the lips of his lover. A soft 'Mmm' escaping him as he did so.
FaerieFreak32034 [9:04 PM]: Charlie grinned softly, and kissed the other back, eyes closing a moment. He tickled harry's sides for just a second, then stopped, hugging Harry gently to his chest for a moment, nbefore grinning again.
The sabbie [9:06 PM]: Harry blushed brightly and wiggled himself a
bit. "Charlie!" Harry squeeled, when Charlie hit his ticklish spots. When it stopped, Harry took a deep sigh and smiled, cuddling into his lovers chest, head resting under his chin. "Charlie, I have another question."
FaerieFreak32034 [9:07 PM]: "Alright.. ask away." Charlie smiled, and nuzzled his chin agianst the other's head softly. He chuckled, arms staying around Harry, holding him there, with a smile, and a soft sigh.
The sabbie [9:08 PM]: Harry bit his bottom lip and nuzzled at his neck once more before taking a deep breath. "Have.. have you ever thought about a family?" Harry thought for a moment at how stupid he sounded, so backed himself up. "Like.. in the future, when you were happy, and all."
FaerieFreak32034 [9:10 PM]: Charlie frowned to himself. Family was a sore subject for him. He wanted one, terribly, or, he had at one point. He just, wasn't sure now. "I.. I've concidered it before.." Charlie nodded softly, hiding his frown as hse looked to the fireplace.
The sabbie [9:11 PM]: Harry frowned, thinking he did something wrong.. Or maybe Charlie didn't want it.. with him. Harry glanced at Charlie and whimpered quietly, trying to draw his attention again. "I'm sorry.. I.. If you don't want one with me.. I understand," harry whispered, tears in his eyes, "I.. You can.. have it with whoever makes you happy."
FaerieFreak32034 [9:14 PM]: Charlie cursed himself again. He was so stupid at times. His arms tightened around harry, holding him against Charlie slowly as he looked down to him, frowning. "Harry.. it has nothing to do with you. I would like having a family with you.. really.. and only with you. You make me happy. I'm just not sure.. I don't think I'd be a good person to have a family with." He cursed himself again. He didn't think that. He had been told that, and he let himself believe it.
The sabbie [9:16 PM]: Harry looked up at him, tears still slipping down his cheeks. "I.. I want to.. have one someday with you," Harry whispered, pressing a kiss against his chin, "Why.. why wouldn't you make a great dad, Charlie? You.. you take care of me.. And.. I love you. What more do you need to be a dad?"
FaerieFreak32034 [9:23 PM]: Charlie shook his head softly. For the first time since he'd met Harry, he cried infront of him. He didn't make a sound, but a flood of tears feel from his eyes. "I don't know why I wouldn't make a great dad.. I just.. I don't know."
The sabbie [9:24 PM]: Harry frowned and whimpered when the other cried. He looked around, rather confused, but tried to take on the task. He sat up a bit and wrapped his arms around the others back, letting his cheek rest on his forehead. "Please don't say that." Harry whimpered, having tears fall down his own cheek from being worried, "We'll have kids.. and you'll be great. I promise."
FaerieFreak32034 [9:28 PM]: Charlie leaned his head down, pressing his face against Harry's chest. He wsa shaking, trying to stop his tears. He didn't like being weak. He didn't want to be. IT always made him hurt. His arms went around Harry, holding him tightly for a moment. "All right..." He believed Harry. More than anyone else in his life, and that made him feel extremely better.
The sabbie [9:29 PM]: Harry smiled softly, biting back a grin when Charlie replied. Harry nuzzled his head into the other's hair, trying to get use to what Charlie would do for him. Harry held him close, trying to rock him back and forth. "You are my sunshine," Harry whispered with a blush painted on his cheeks, "My Only sunshine," Harry went on quietly, "You make me happy, when skies are gray."
FaerieFreak32034 [9:33 PM]: Charlie stopped crying. No one had ever tried to make him feel better. Ever. No one had cared that much, everyone had expected him to make sure everyone else felt better. His arms squeezed gently, and he looked up, pulling Harry back down, holding him softly in his lap, blinking at him slowly. "I love you.. you know.."
The sabbie [9:35 PM]: Harry smiled softly, being placed back in his usual position. Harry's eyes were glowing with tears covering over them, but they were no longer falling from his eyes. Harry purred gently and hummed more of the song, "My only sunshine," harry whispered gently, blowing a bit of air across his neck. "I love you, too, Charlie."
FaerieFreak32034 [9:37 PM]: "I'm sorry.." Charlie whispered, looking down for a moment, shaking his head. He tucked his chin over harry's head, nuzzling it into his hair, and sighed, hands rubbing the other's sides softly.
The sabbie [9:38 PM]: "Don't be sorry." Harry smiled gently, pulling his head back, looking up at him. "Please don't be sorry," Harry murmured and nuzzled against his chin softly. "Firefly doesn't like when his sunshine is like that," Harry explained, letting the blush die on his cheeks. "Alright, love?"
FaerieFreak32034 [9:40 PM]: Charlie closed his eyes a moment. He hated himself sometimes. He swallowed the past, and nuzzled into Harry softly, looking down at him. "Alright... Alright." He nodded softly, smiling at him as he did.
The sabbie [9:41 PM]: Harry let a finger stay on his loves cheek gently, petting over the flash. "I won't hurt you," Harry murmured quietly before burying himself back into Charlie's embrace, "I'll never hurt you," Harry added on, letting his body be cradled by the other tenderly. "There's no one but you, Charlie."
FaerieFreak32034 [9:43 PM]: Charlie stiffened for a moment. He'd heard all of that before. Why did people say that when they didn't mean it. He trusted Harry, though. He knew that he would never hurt him. "And there's no one but you, Harry.." He smiled, and relaxed again, looking down to the other.
The sabbie [9:45 PM]: Harry had peared up at him the entire time, making sure that he had calmed down. His hands moved to brush over his shoulders protectivly, trying to take on another role for Charlie -- showing him that Harry'd never leave or hurt him. "Come on, Charlie," Harry whispered gently, "Lie down with me and sleep." harry murmured, moving from the other's lap and held out his hand.
FaerieFreak32034 [9:48 PM]: Charlie nodded, and took Harry's hand, standing up as he did. He smiled, though, after a moment, after he was sure that Harrywas always going to be there. He leaned down, and scooped Harry up into his arms like he was a cat, leaning his head down to kiss him once, before walking to the bedroom. "I trust you.."
The sabbie [9:49 PM]: Harry purred softly after getting such a approving look from the other. He 'umped' when he was picked up, legs hanging over his right arm, head over his left. Harry giggled and smiled at his lover, pressing kisses all over his cheek. When they entered the bedroom, Harry plopped from the other's arms and crawled his way into the sea of blankets. "S'warm in here."
FaerieFreak32034 [9:52 PM]: "Mhmm." CHarlie stripped down into his dark blue boxers, and slid onto the bed, bundling Harry to him under the covers with a grin, and settling his head down on one of the pillows. "Comfortable.."
The sabbie [9:53 PM]: Harry purred, finding his way to the top of the bed where he cuddled against his lover, resting his cheek on his shoulder gently. "Good night my sunshine," Harry whispered gently, cuddling as close as he could get.
FaerieFreak32034 [9:57 PM]: Charlie smiled, and held him closely, eyes closing. "Night Firefly.." He murmured, pulling the covers up around them as he did. He fell asleep as he did, totally worn out.