Dec 25, 2003 21:45
I hope everyone has/is having a great Christmas! Mine was pretty good. I got a new car stereo, some DVD's, lots of clothes, and a bunch of other random things. I just never really got in the holiday spirit. Everything was just too rushed. And you wait all year for today, and then the gifts and dinner and all the build up is over within a few hours!
Unfortunately, my family is driving me INSANE!!! There are too many of us in one house (my grandma moved in with us in October). So there are 5 of us, and 4 bedrooms. We all rotate sleeping on the floor. And...im the only guy in the house. I am clawing the walls for somebody or something to help me out here. I love my family, but its just too much and in too close of a living space. I'm not used to it, and its overwhelming. We are all fighting all the time, and I just wanted a nice holiday vacation. I'm ready to go back up to school NOW!
My family is SO racist, i cant take it. They are constantly making gay, black, and hispanic jokes. They all think its funny, but its just not. I try and say something, and they just tell me im being overdramatic! That's the other thing, is that my feeling for guys has been getting increasingly stronger lately, and the family is not making it easy on me. They dont know or anything, it just makes me even more confused and upset when they talk negatively about things like that. GRRRR...
Oh, and anyone watching "World Idol"...Kelly Clarkson is CLEARLY the best!
SAVE ME!!!