The Export
There are only a couple weeks left, and I am out of the Maratimes. This move actually may be permanent, though we will see when April rolls around.
My biggest fear at the moment is that I won't click with the right people. I mean... I need a social life, otherwise I will feel isolated and trapped. It is that feeling which would undoubtedly push me back to New Brunswick. I didn't make too many friends while I went to school in Fredericton, but they be just because I don't fit in there. It also may be because I didn't go that far out of my way to be social. However, both the latter and the former are interrelated I think. Things need to be different this time.
It would be incredible if my romantic life took off as well. I have not dated anyone in so long it is unreal. There is someone there that I like quite alot, but I am not getting my hopes too high. It is so hard to predict exactly what someone will think of you when they have never met you in person. At the very least, he will be an awesome friend to have.
I don't have hardly enough time to do what needs to be done. I work 50-60 hours a week usually, because I need to save for school so desperately. The fact that I work so much hinders my ability to prepare for the move. I still need to buy a bed, which is a slightly more complicated purchase than all the orders I have made thus far. Hopefully my dad will stop by on Sunday, because I need to separate more of my possessions in regards to what I am taking with me, and what I am not taking with me. I have alot with me right now, and almsot everything is not going with me, so I need to take control of that issue. I'm being tutored in math so I can take some math placement test, and that is also having me stretch out my time even further.
All in all, I have faith things will work out well for me. I'm ready to be Screech'd in.
My biggest fear at the moment is that I won't click with the right people. I mean... I need a social life, otherwise I will feel isolated and trapped. It is that feeling which would undoubtedly push me back to New Brunswick. I didn't make too many friends while I went to school in Fredericton, but they be just because I don't fit in there. It also may be because I didn't go that far out of my way to be social. However, both the latter and the former are interrelated I think. Things need to be different this time.
It would be incredible if my romantic life took off as well. I have not dated anyone in so long it is unreal. There is someone there that I like quite alot, but I am not getting my hopes too high. It is so hard to predict exactly what someone will think of you when they have never met you in person. At the very least, he will be an awesome friend to have.
I don't have hardly enough time to do what needs to be done. I work 50-60 hours a week usually, because I need to save for school so desperately. The fact that I work so much hinders my ability to prepare for the move. I still need to buy a bed, which is a slightly more complicated purchase than all the orders I have made thus far. Hopefully my dad will stop by on Sunday, because I need to separate more of my possessions in regards to what I am taking with me, and what I am not taking with me. I have alot with me right now, and almsot everything is not going with me, so I need to take control of that issue. I'm being tutored in math so I can take some math placement test, and that is also having me stretch out my time even further.
All in all, I have faith things will work out well for me. I'm ready to be Screech'd in.