boy oh boy
Well I have a guy out there who hates me. At least I think so hes now talking to me. I spent the past weekend at my cuz' house that was fun except...I was sick. Chelsea I love your car its so Ghetto. I love it!!! Then I foiund out htat my friend Chelsea M&M, is dating David and has been for 2 months, don't I feel out of the loop. But what they want to have happen. I love them both!!! Well it was fun talking with Toni. I'm still really stressed out andI hate it. I'm sick all the time because the smoke I'm exposed to and the fact that I'm so stressed out. I love my family even though I wanted to trade them in because I thought they hated me because I wasn't blood related. But they all are pretty cool after all. I've been talking with Kim a lot its weird, but I'm glad because it seems more specail to talk with her outside of drill. My friend Jen sadly had a guy leave her for a guy :( Tear ): It is really sucky. Then my friend sent me something that really cheered me up from that stupid guy who I think hates me. "A guy isn't worth girls tears. The only one who is worth a girls tears is the one who knows he could but would never make her cry!!!" I thought that was something that really cheered me up because I just have a lucky aura around me that keeps me attracted to guys but easy to be hurt by guys. I thought that quote was better than saying, "No need to cry over spilt milk." I really felt better. I love you Heather. Now I don't know what to say about my friend Shawneenanee. She is being really stupid. She is walking on a fine line. Shes smoking weed everyday which isn't that bad but still I hope she gets in trouble like buying pot from a cop and getting arrested. Then shes sleeping with her best friends boyfriend, and shes having unprotected sex with minors. and she really is just being stupid. I hope that something happens to her just so she will learn her lesson. GOD!!! I just don't know what to do anymore stuff is just having not working. Everyone is growing up!!! My friend Amanda Likes David again and she thinks he like her back. I feel really bad for everyone who likes a guy and they don't pay them the time of day I feel really bad about that. I've been in that situation before, it sucks. I wish I was more careful because I can't handle loss, that well. Well I can handle people dying but I can't handle people leaving me. I'm blabbering...But obviously I don't care. Well I'll talk to yall later aiight...peace out