Oct 17, 2004 23:03
Friday- went to Moorparks home coming game. Saw Natasha, Arielle-butt, and sum other ppl that i havent seen in a while. which i was happy to see... including my cousin Vanny. i felt special i got 3 roses. one form Sam. one from Arielle-butt. and one from Natasha! then went to a party. we seriously were only there for 2 min then the cops showed up.
Saturday- slept till 2:45pm...which was fucking amazing! then Andy and Jason came and picked me up. hung out with them, Tyler, Tory, Teresa, Sylvie, Darian,and David. Tory and Teresa are the most paraniod people around cops ever!! hahah. then went back to Darians until his dad got home and kicked us all out.
Sunday- Sam and Chris Jr picked me up early in the morning to go to their mom's surprise party for brunch. On the way there, there was a car that totally spun out of control and flew across all four lanes right in front of us. i dont know about any of you guys but i have never seen a car accident before and that was the scariest thing i have ever seen happen right in fron of my eyes before. it all happen so fast. After the party (which was kind of funny to see Jr and Sam being dragged onto the dance floor by their mom) we went back to Sam's house and hung out.
I had a lot of time to think about things today (while driving from Santa Fe to Moorpark... passing Moorpark all together and ending up in Oxnard and Sam sleeping on my lap) that people act differently in front of you then when they arent with you. i would have never expected this person to act the way they did and it pisses me off. I AM ALWAYS there for them. but i guess their to busy for me. it hurts to think about it, i cant even begin to explain how much this hurts me. but i hope that this person realizes it soon and does sum thing about it.
xoxox