wish me luck
so i'm going to meet up with the head professor of the painting program in three hours and im getting gassy from the espresso and cream and my nerves. I havent been thinking about what im going to tell her because i'll phsyche myself out....I was originally going to graduate from panam in December but when I got pushed back another semester and I started shooting for U.T. Arlington. I've been in school too long without accomplishing the standard and that's embarrassing on so many levels that I won't even start to go into. I need to make some sort of move outwards and this way me and cass will be in the same zipcode 2 years long distance is not good for anyone my age. unfortunately I didn't have too much time to get things together so I'm struggling financially aaaaand I'm NOT comfortable with that fact which puts me two steps away from being the prime example of a dead beat boyfriend thats going nowhere so I have to make this work.
Actually not that close but its a HUGE fear of mine....
Actually not that close but its a HUGE fear of mine....