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[boy_crazy652]

Spring break rele was amazing. Maddy i miss you a lot but thanks for the memories. England was such a beautful place and it was like a step in to the real world for me. Wow so many gud times...dont think ive laughed so much in a while!! haha "the ipods ringing" lol. Maddys lets just say, i had the "time of my life" (i listen to the song everyday

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[secretxokissez]

listen sonu, yeh you made a mistake, but ya know what your facing it maturely and you realize it. and im so proud of you for being able to do that because some people really cant. it takes a lot to put it all out on the table like that honestly and you did. and sonu listen to me, you shouldnt ever let people make you think that you are a disappointment, everybody makes mistakes and everybody does stupid things, its all part of a thing id like to call life. and maybe people need to realize that THEY need to be there for you right now, not the other way around. and also, dont ever think that you dont deserve people being there for you, because that is the stupidest thing ive ever heard, because a true friend doesnt quit when things get harder, a true friend should be 10x the person they were before in a time like this, and im really sorry that your not getting that. and you shouldnt be apologizing for them having to be there, its their job sonu. realize that no one is perfect and you shouldnt apologize for not being perfect, maybe these people that you are apologizing to need to realize that if anything, they need to be there for you now more then ever. and honestly its kind of childish what they are puting you through, and they need to grow up and realize there is a bigger world out there then naperville, and you found it, and it does exist, everyone here is just so sheltered from reality that they dont wanna realize it, and you never did anything to them so they need to get over it and help you out already. and sonu i want you to know that i am here, not to judge you or be disappointed in you, or yell at you for your mistakes but to help you and listen to you if you ever need anything okay? i agree with jen 100% by the way lol.

im ALWAYS here sonu, dont forget that k?

xoxo
LeA

[secretxokissez]

btw i agree with ashley, me you and her should hang out sometime

xoxo
LeA

[boy_crazy652]

thanks leandra..when i didnt see u on monday at school...believe it or not but i was really sad! i wanted to talk to u so bad cuz i knew ud understand me. but it didnt matter cuz all i had to do was talk to u online..and u didnt ask me questions and u werent disappointed in me..u were a friend to me. u are exactly the type of person that everyone needs in their life..but its hard to find. ur such a great person and im lucky to even know u. weve gone through a lot together..gud and bad..but weve made it through. ur so strong and i admire you alot. i guess tahts why i needed to know wut happened i need ur reassurance. it did hurt when people werent exactly by my side when this happened..i guess i understand that it was shockin and i dont blame them. i was just scared and confused. this wasnt wut i wanted to happen but im ok wit it now. cuz of people like u that really helped me through it. i agree..i did find a bigger world out there...where there are temptations and things that test ur limits..unfortunitly i gave into it but ive also learned my lessons and i just hope it makes me stronger in the end. but i know u wont judge me or be disappointed...and that means a lot to me rite now. cuz i need that. i luv u so so so much. anytime u need someone to listen and be there for you...ill always be willin to stand by ur side..cuz wut happens to u happens to me. and i never wanna see u sad! never change.
sonu xoxo

[boy_crazy652]

oh yea and we better frickin hang out soon!!! hmmm and hopefully once i get my license it will be easier hehehe.

[xundacovablonde]

Yea Confusious was re-encarnated or wut ever into me and yea

CONFUSIOUS LIVES ON!!!

but yea well all love sonu cuz she's a speical chick

[boy_crazy652]

aww i luv u to jen jen!!!

hahahah confusious was reincarnated..see again ur makin me laugh haha. i luv that bout u!

[xtickle_me_pink]

damn rite