It's the terror of knowing what the world is about.
Ahh, the days are dwindling. I can't believe summer is almost over. 37 days left in Atlanta. I can't even believe it.
Anyway! The days have been going good. I have been working like crazy (lots of money, I hope!) - today I worked for 10 hours straight. It was crazy. But good, at the same time, because I'm making mula. Anyway, yesterday was a great, yet sad, day - I had Leaders, it was Seth's last meeting. He is going to NYU for graduate school to get his MBA - amazing. It's incredibly hard to get into. I'm going to miss him, I really enjoyed his weird comments and one liners. Anyway, after saying our goodbyes, I went to Mellow Mushroom to play Trivia with a bunch of people. It was good seeing people - Branden, his brother and his girlfriend, Sean S, Gypsy, Trent, Chad, Whitney, Charles. Sean was being a dhead, as usual. We lost, but it was still a good time. Anyway. Today, I worked, and then Melly came and got me and Sam, and we went to Eat Zi's with everyone. It was a good time, Eat Zi's is so yummy. I got pasta, and it was fantastic. Anyway, Camille wanted to jump off the tree, which was an insane idea, because the weather is nasty and there is no way I'd jump into the lake again at night. Haha, anyway, so I went to Walmart and then to Adrianna's. :) She just got her tonsils taken out so I had to come and see her. Anyway, that was a good time, and now I'm home, about to go to sleep. I am so tired, and about to go to sleep. I have to work in the morning, then I am probably going to the mall. I also want to go to the Ikea. I heard it's wonderful, lol. And the next day is Saturday, which is my birthday! Hahah, so excited. 18 finally. I'm not sure what people have planned, if there is anything planned at all, but I am just happy to be living life, as corny as that sounds.
Being a girl is weird. I like attention from people I don't think I like. Maybe it's a Leo thing. That's how I feel about the boys. I'm going to UMD with no attachments and I am glad. But I love being paid attention to, it's really quite lovely.
Anyway, with the summer going by so fast, I really need to start spending time with people who I'm leaving. My best friends, people who I have become close with over the years, over senior year, even over the summer. As much as I talk about leaving, I'm going to miss Atlanta so much. I love it here.
