the future is the new black
i find it so easy to live in the past. So romantic with my ideas and how I "think" thigs should be or could be. I am really just stupid sometimes. That is the best word for it b/c when you keep doing the same "things" over and over again with the same fucking results. why do I think anyTHING will ever be different? I am not feeling sorry for myself or even being bitter here, I am just being honest. I love my friends and family and I am truly lucky in so many ways. She will find me or I will find her someday and I will be complete. She is out there looking for me right now;) I don't make sense to myself 75% of the time, but I am ok with that.
When I feel like this i just have to feel it all.
cryptic. It just feels better to say what I am thinking. Better to do it here than in someones tired ear.
When I feel like this i just have to feel it all.
cryptic. It just feels better to say what I am thinking. Better to do it here than in someones tired ear.