Mary J Was the best night I've had, too bad I was alone..

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The thing is, Matt does not like to have fun when I like to have fun. Mary J Blige came out with fucking fire and she was off the chain. Some people grew up with things just in front of them, take it or leave it, I get so frustrated when people I call my best friends don't get me and everything is a joke. I wish they really knew me and the things I have been through. It has nothing to do with being gay, but my childhood was not a happy one and it sounds retarted but Mary J really gave me some kind of hope that things could be better. Her preaching was needed and that part of the show was not so dancy so all you fags wouldn't like it, but she talked about her struggle and it helps people that are struggling, so I am sorry to the people who never "supposedly" struggle but I do struggle and it is a hard thing to do everyday when I am a loooooong way from home and by myself. so I appreciated the preachy part of Mary J Blige cause she is real and uses her music to help people, and she sung my favorite song ever, The Love I Never Had! I heard some people didn't like it, but they are just flashy and no substance, go to a Janet Jackson Concert!......hahahahahahhaha ooooh haha I hope one day as an artist I can affect people the way Mary does to return the favor.

BUT I would also like to thank my friend Matt for allowing me to go to Mary J. even though he is blind, he knew I had to go for me.

Everyone must read Janice Dickinson's new book for hysterical laughs!

I talked to guy ritchie again!!!! yum I met Lyndsay Lohen, she is really pretty! to al