Mar 15, 2006 21:01
my voice is slowly getting worse. i can hardly talk now. i keep drinking tea. and i need to pee. i can ryme!!!! fuck fuck fuck. i need to go read the oddyssey. i hate when people get mad at me...!
jamie called me today at 7:30 and asked me if i could go on a walk with her. so i did and it calmed me down a lot. i feel better now. we walked around my block a few times, and it was really dark and peacefull. i think the coldness was bad for my throat, but it helped clear my mind.
i feel like i am drifting away from people. and all the people i use to be friends with, i am not anymore. i hate this.!!
sorry if this entry makes no sense at all.