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[boxxofrain]

holey shit its cold in this house. there is no one i can trust. i want to, but i cant because i know they will just fuck me over in the end. running helps me a bit, i feel better and i feel happy. but today i didnt go running because of the weather....i can only run in nice weather. its wierd. im weird. okay?! to bad people change. i miss her. i miss how we use to talk about everything together, hang out every weekend, and have SO much fun. but now she has her ownn friends and it sucks. it really does. losing someone like that hurts. i wonder if she even cares. like does she even notice that we dont talk anymore or anything?

why did you have to get so fucking useless. bloc party is so good.
I cant wait until i get to listen to my new cds. eeek.
♥